It was so terrible when I held that knife and was ready to cut myself.

“This is the only option left.” I said. It was all drowning on me. All I wanted to do was to end it. I had so many options of killing myself; I could name them. But on the second thought, I couldn’t do that. Maybe, I wasn’t ready to do it.

I sat on the ground with my face lay on my knees. I was sucked in tears; It was really terrible looking at myself like that. That day was the “hardest” moment in my life. Battling between living and leaving.

But, It was all drowning hard on me; and I had many options to take my life, but my fears were overwhelming.

“Why me?” I uttered. I kept mumbling words to myself. So many questions became my distractions. Then, I dropped the knife( I feel terrible thinking about that moment now).

It could had been worst, but I lay low. I cried till I couldn’t feel those tears running down my cheeks. Life is cruel. I...