I have always been that girl everybody goes to when they need something,
that person everybody feels comfortable talking to,that girl that comforts everyone. all my life I have been putting others happiness before mine
I have been available, reliable and trustworthy,

until one day I needed the cheering up, I needed to be listened to, I needed words of encouragement, or better still I just wanted someone to hug me and tell me it's going to be okay....

suddenly there was stillness, where is everyone

when it's my turn everyone has excuses, everyone is unavailable,unreachable,

I am suddenly depressing to be around with,everyone is distancing themselves from me.

n yet I have always been around when they needed me, I have always been availing myself to them....



the reverse is always the case

_im just saying