I guess lots knowing what presently I face may wonder why in the world I have faith that the future will be better.

I myself am not a "negative" person with problems. I'm a very nice person with problems and only truly caring and generous hearted people would care much about me.

I'm really not sure how some things will go, but my job is going well, my professional relationships are going well, my life with my kitties is going well and at least I have a bit of loyal family and acquaintances.

Now Pococha is kind of new and on the good hand sort of woke me up about gaging how relationships are going.

There's about 3 sorts. First, a normal friendship where the other person is a nice, mature adult who acts neighborly and handles things respectfully with me. Unfortunately, often new acquaintances are not very neighborly. Second, delinquent relationships where others might find my acquaintanceship attractive for some reason, but don't really like me enough to behave around me, at least not entirely, we don't know each other well, but normal general public behavior is not their thing, they prefer to with hang with fellow delinquents or abuse other relationships as well and laugh at us when they hanging with fellow delinquents sometimes pointing out how nice or talented are and well liked by others and...