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BREAK UP
Chapter 1
"Nyl, what? will you leave me again?"
Nia hugged me from my back.
"You know how important you are to me right... stop doing this Nyl...please stop.."
I removed her hands holding me tightly and faced her.
"Nia no. Stop doing 'This'." I said that in such a way that she could do nothing.
"This?"
I could see the pain and confusion from her eyes.
Nia is my 1 year girlfriend, I truly love her but I feel like I can't give what she really deserve, I feel like I'm not the guy who's deserving for her and that is the first thing that I can't give....myself. because compared to her i'm nothing.
"This.. Nia. you know how important you are and you should not chase just for a man like me. Nia knows your value, you should be the one being chased and not the who chase."
I tried to touch her face but she barely moved away.
"Are you being coward again?"
' Am I becoming a coward again? '
My head asking me the same question.
"How many times should I tell you that you are enough Nyl? Just stay with me, your presence and willingness to stay is enough Nyl. "
For some unknown reason I hugged her tightly, I felt the trembling of her shoulders signaling that she was crying.
"Nyl please even for once..fight for me...."
I wanna say sorry but I did not because I know someday, she'll realize that, it is okay to lose people who's not healthy anymore to be with.
She might even thank me for letting her go.
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Chapter 1
"Nyl, what? will you leave me again?"
Nia hugged me from my back.
"You know how important you are to me right... stop doing this Nyl...please stop.."
I removed her hands holding me tightly and faced her.
"Nia no. Stop doing 'This'." I said that in such a way that she could do nothing.
"This?"
I could see the pain and confusion from her eyes.
Nia is my 1 year girlfriend, I truly love her but I feel like I can't give what she really deserve, I feel like I'm not the guy who's deserving for her and that is the first thing that I can't give....myself. because compared to her i'm nothing.
"This.. Nia. you know how important you are and you should not chase just for a man like me. Nia knows your value, you should be the one being chased and not the who chase."
I tried to touch her face but she barely moved away.
"Are you being coward again?"
' Am I becoming a coward again? '
My head asking me the same question.
"How many times should I tell you that you are enough Nyl? Just stay with me, your presence and willingness to stay is enough Nyl. "
For some unknown reason I hugged her tightly, I felt the trembling of her shoulders signaling that she was crying.
"Nyl please even for once..fight for me...."
I wanna say sorry but I did not because I know someday, she'll realize that, it is okay to lose people who's not healthy anymore to be with.
She might even thank me for letting her go.
#FirstChapter
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