BREAK UP

Chapter 1

"Nyl, what? will you leave me again?"

Nia hugged me from my back.

"You know how important you are to me right... stop doing this Nyl...please stop.."

I removed her hands holding me tightly and faced her.

"Nia no. Stop doing 'This'." I said that in such a way that she could do nothing.

"This?"

I could see the pain and confusion from her eyes.

Nia is my 1 year girlfriend, I truly love her but I feel like I can't give what she really deserve, I feel like I'm not the guy who's deserving for her and that is the first thing that I can't give....myself. because compared to her i'm nothing.

"This.. Nia. you know how important you are and you should not chase just for a man like me. Nia knows your value, you should be the one being chased and not the who chase."

I tried to touch her face but she barely moved away.

"Are you being coward again?"

' Am I becoming a coward again? '

My head asking me the same question.

"How many times should I tell you that you are enough Nyl? Just stay with me, your presence and willingness to stay is enough Nyl. "

For some unknown reason I hugged her tightly, I felt the trembling of her shoulders signaling that she was crying.

"Nyl please even for once..fight for me...."

I wanna say sorry but I did not because I know someday, she'll realize that, it is okay to lose people who's not healthy anymore to be with.

She might even thank me for letting her go.

#FirstChapter




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