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The City We Never Were
Ruins...
All around myself are ruins.
I am walking on rubble and shards.My feet are bleeding but I cannot stop.This is my fate.
As I look around to find someone,a companion,I see no one.At this point,I'd even be glad if I found any of my enemy here.But there is no one.No one.
Just the sharp sound of wind piercing my ear,the uneven Earth making my feet bleed and the hot sun making me thirsty.I am in an endless dream,more precisely a nightmare,and I am here to find my destiny......

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I am following footprints.They are small and looks like blood stains on this belligerent sandscape.I am walking on the path they are creating,not knowing where it leads or to whom it leads.I was just told to follow them.Told by who ? I don't remember.
It was just like one day,waking up from my sleep,and finding myself in this city of ruins.Everything here is destroyed, damaged, and more likely a dungeon.Why I am here in the first place,I don't even remember that.Food,water ? Do I even need them ? Its been uncountable days since I am walking on this pathway of bleeding footprints.Is that person even alive after losing this much blood ? Am I dead ? Is this afterlife ? How did I even die ? Was it from a cardiopathy shock while I was sleeping ? Am I in coma ? Is it parallel world ? Am I time travelling ? Is it hallucinations ? I tried of thinking about every possible reason but all it ever occurred to me is that wherever I am,there has to be someone here too ! Any angel, devil, monster,even a human ! There has to be someone and there is ! this person whose footsteps I am following...but why does it feel like each step I take towards them,they take hundred steps away from me.Why can't I still reach them ? Will I ever be able to find them ?

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Fate is something unexplainable.Something unexpected.It takes you to places you never thought you could go,let you meet with people you never thought you would,make you fall in love with the most unexpected,make you commit sins you never thought you were capable of commiting.
It is,yes,the most unrealistic thing,that can happen to make this world a real place.

Fate, exists just beyond the destiny.It is the path you don't choose for yourself,but the path that has been choosen for you.Destiny is a dream you operate by yourself.It is a path you wish to walk on,but what if,the end of the path leads you to death and destruction.....the fate you always had been avoiding ?


I also thought that life is a pattern and you are the artist.Time is the canvas and your skills are the paintbrush.Power is the colour in the pallet and you can draw your life the way you want,untill that day, everything I thought becomes the total reverse of what I thought and leads me to the path I was always afraid of choosing.

A path of finding someone who doesn't exist.


~Sakura Sakka
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