some things in life.
some people in our lifetimes all of these battles that each one of us will battle or has battled alone some of us make it some of us never have or will and we just watch as we live our scheduled compact repetitive life and what do we watch well we watch people die, we call out other people's s*** so we can hide from our own s*** and that ain't right because that is a cycle and that is a cycle that still will not let up and stop so that means more and more innocent kind caring flawed people are dying your opinions are right for you but your opinions are not right for me and they never will be you can continue to try and force things upon me but that's only making me empty you can try to guide me down your path and show me how beautiful it is but the path that you pride me from was so beautiful so very beautiful to me but you cannot see the beauty within it because you were never within it you were just a spectator on the outside on the outside looking in and given this is a series of events that have led to the deprivation of my path there is absolutely no way I could ever show you just how twisted the path gone but I will tell you one thing it came from the lack of help it came from the lack of support it came from setups it came from homelessness it came from harassment and came from mean mean people it came from keep them separated it came from this it came from that it came from this and that and that I spend all my time not living my life and I am fully fully aware of what's going on around me at all times and I spend all that time while everyone is just living their life because who has the time to waste right but I'm not wasting my time here in fact I feel my time has been wasted when they look at me and say come on do the right thing choose the right path what the f*** is the right path I'm not looking for path support I am trying to rewind and undo all the damage that the society has done to my beautiful f****** path and I'm trying to understand and understand even when I can't or shouldn't because I have to sacrifice that because people are so manipulative and they send people insane and now they're sending me insane and this is a pity it is a pity to Target an individual send them away so you can use another individual you are disgraces but these disgraces they are not that of few there are plenty plenty of people who aren't satisfied in their life they're not satisfied and I understand but there's so many and since they're not satisfied they don't really give a f*** what path I want to go on or that person want to go on they give a f*** about themselves and don't try and dismantle and separate people who are happy because they find there might be a chance of happiness that they could have or there might be a roll one of them could fill and they separate them and they keep them apart and they use them and slowly over time they start to lose their cells and then they look around and they ask questions and then everyone's just playing it so cool playing it normal you guys will never be normal