IN A MAFIA WORLD
chapter 1
If one day god comes to me and grant me a wish of changing something in my past to make my present and future different, i wonder if i would take this chance. Some of my past is a nightmare which i would definitely want to change but if that cost me of losing him then i better endure hundred times more of these nightmares. But what about him? If he gets this chance would he go for it, would he think about me?
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"Maeva darling, don't you think this dress,"
he tore my blouse with one of his filthy hand and i pressed my lips to avoid screaming as always.
-"is too slutty to wear to work in a coffeehouse? How many times i told you to not wear this, don't you understand English language anymore? " He grabbed my right breast and squeezed it hard, i tightened my jaws and acted as if it didn't affect me. Well, maybe I've got used to it.
His breath made me want to puke, his closeness to me made me want to run away and him touching my body sexsually made me want to suicide. I was enduring all of this because of my twelve year old brother Derek.He's all i have in this world and the same for him. He's in a boarding school, i earned money for him so he could have a better future.
Our mother died after giving birth to him and at that time I was nine years old. My father held my brother responsible for his wife death, yeah even i know it's so childish and so immature of him for holding a not even a one day baby responsible of someone death. How would he know when being born our mom would be gone, it's not his fault but our father mind functioned differently. He didn't hold my brother not even once, he didn't even look at him and after the funeral that night he left like a thief.
Gradma was too weak to look after us alone, she gave our responsibility to our uncle Michelle and his wife Anna and she decided to stay along with us. They took care of us like their own children, after three years Anna gave birth to Anastasia and two months later grandma passed away. I felt broken, first mom left me one hand is gone, second dad left me my other hand is gone then grandma my leg is gone but i had hoped because of uncle Michelle and Anna. They were our only family left,this was what i thought and my dream shattered one day after grandma funeral. They have shown their true colors, they hated me and Derek so much. Since that day i became a slave for them and there another leg of mine gone, I'm left only with my heart which is Derek my brother.
I couldn't complete my education because of financial problems at age 16 i started working in a library but the money wasn't enough so i worked overtime in a small street restaurant. At 19 i started to work in a fancy coffeehouse and i still worked there. I'm...
If one day god comes to me and grant me a wish of changing something in my past to make my present and future different, i wonder if i would take this chance. Some of my past is a nightmare which i would definitely want to change but if that cost me of losing him then i better endure hundred times more of these nightmares. But what about him? If he gets this chance would he go for it, would he think about me?
☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
"Maeva darling, don't you think this dress,"
he tore my blouse with one of his filthy hand and i pressed my lips to avoid screaming as always.
-"is too slutty to wear to work in a coffeehouse? How many times i told you to not wear this, don't you understand English language anymore? " He grabbed my right breast and squeezed it hard, i tightened my jaws and acted as if it didn't affect me. Well, maybe I've got used to it.
His breath made me want to puke, his closeness to me made me want to run away and him touching my body sexsually made me want to suicide. I was enduring all of this because of my twelve year old brother Derek.He's all i have in this world and the same for him. He's in a boarding school, i earned money for him so he could have a better future.
Our mother died after giving birth to him and at that time I was nine years old. My father held my brother responsible for his wife death, yeah even i know it's so childish and so immature of him for holding a not even a one day baby responsible of someone death. How would he know when being born our mom would be gone, it's not his fault but our father mind functioned differently. He didn't hold my brother not even once, he didn't even look at him and after the funeral that night he left like a thief.
Gradma was too weak to look after us alone, she gave our responsibility to our uncle Michelle and his wife Anna and she decided to stay along with us. They took care of us like their own children, after three years Anna gave birth to Anastasia and two months later grandma passed away. I felt broken, first mom left me one hand is gone, second dad left me my other hand is gone then grandma my leg is gone but i had hoped because of uncle Michelle and Anna. They were our only family left,this was what i thought and my dream shattered one day after grandma funeral. They have shown their true colors, they hated me and Derek so much. Since that day i became a slave for them and there another leg of mine gone, I'm left only with my heart which is Derek my brother.
I couldn't complete my education because of financial problems at age 16 i started working in a library but the money wasn't enough so i worked overtime in a small street restaurant. At 19 i started to work in a fancy coffeehouse and i still worked there. I'm...