PROVERBS 31:8-9

8. Speak up for those who cannot speak.
   Speak for the cause of all who are left behind.
9. Speak up, judge fairly.
   Defend the oppressed and the needy.


    So, okay. This will be my first post for this blog. And, i have to begin my blog with a promise to all my readers (I pray for atleast 5 readers by next month) lol

         I promise to always keep my blog 100% Truth. I promise to always leave fear where it belongs; in the dark somewhere. I promise to always write in the light. That is how I'll shine. Illuminating the word the holy spirit is moving me to share with yall. 

     You see, I had this nice "pre-written", perfectly edited, perfectly plastic post to use as my introduction/ first blog entry. But, after a month of feeling like a failure because, my dream of finally becoming a writer & Blogger wasn't working. Hell I couldn't even get the first entry published. Lol why? I realize, it just wasn't me. I couldn't even post it And I don't want to give ya'll a version of me that is edited, and proof-read. It just felt so, un-real. And not in a good way. Un-real as in, fake, aka, plastic, aka store bought. And I am definitely not available in stores. ;)

     So, I’m reading my bible a little while ago... and the holy spirit was asking me when I was finally going to post my blog and begin writing. I got sad suddenly, and told Jesus why I wasn’t able to start my blog. I was so afraid to just say the truth about myself… it’s like I was ashamed of who I am. I realized it with the holy spirits help… I came across the verse I quoted above, and the holy spirit asked me to do what the verse said. Only, when i stand up and speak out... to do it for the little girl inside ME. The one that dreamed of being a famous writer one day. The little girl that never felt good enough to even try. The one who had given up on her dreams before she was even a teenager. she got so used to being disappointed by everyone she ever depended on. The only person she now has left is herself. And she couldn't fail herself. It is not an option. If I could speak for the voiceless, then who better? The little girl that everyone seen so much talent in. But for the life of her, she never could see it herself. The one that took care of everyone around her. The one that had never went to a dentist because she had no adult around her to care enough to take her. The beautiful little girl that never realized how special she really was. How unique. How rare, and how beautiful she really was. The girl that didn't have a childhood. Never got to believe in magic. Because nothing magical ever happened to her. The holy spirit told me to speak up for her. To pretend that she was in darkness and the only way I can let her free and out here in God's light, is to speak up for her. And I think the holy spirit is on to something yall! lol because, the only trouble I'm having right now, is being able to see to type through my tears. Not because I’m sad. Or I feel sorry for myself. I am so excited, and full of so much love to share! Because, spirit told me... there are so many more little girls out there right now. That have nobody to speak up for them. They're all in darkness. They're all praying for just one person to love them.

         I'm gonna share a secret with ya'll... Magic is real! It is love. When you add love to anything it becomes more. It is how babies are made and formed in a mother's womb. It is superhuman. It's a 5 foot tall little woman picking up a full sized vehicle to get it off her children. It is a 12 year old boy born unable to walk, until a preacher lays his hands on his legs and speaks the powerful word of God into the situation. And the boy is healed. Yes its real. And I'm going to show you that an everyday girl like myself can work miracles too. All you have to do, is put love in it. Aka put God in it, and have faith... and anything is possible.

        I have faith that God will show this to the right person. The one that can read my truth. And have it heal them... how? It's like this, if you stand up and speak up for the voiceless. If its the truth, and done with a pure heart full of love... then it will be felt. Thus it will be healing to someone. 

     Picture it this way: just by me sharing my truth. Giving out little pieces of me out into the world. It will be seen by the right person. I have faith that God will make sure the timing is right. But, that person reading will get a feeling come over them... like I'm talking to them. And really "feel" it. And feel connected to me and heard. As if I am telling their story. That gives that person so much healing at that moment. And the fact that I have the courage to stand up and speak my truth. That only gives the person motivation to do the same thing. Then, they will also have the inspiration to do the same, connecting someone else, and helping heal that person and so on. We're all connected. Haven't you ever heard that saying? That's what that means. When you realize this, this is what spiritual awakening is. The ability to awaken others to their own calling that's the icing on the cake. That's where our spiritual treasures come in. That's what we're all here to do. We all have a purpose. We all have the same responsibility to awaken other people. To help other people walk in the light see and speak their truth. That's true love. That's where God is. When we all start taking our job seriously, and when we begin to help other people see it. That's when we gain so much more than just money. We gain wisdom, yes. But we gain much more than that... we gain spiritual wealth. Something that cannot be stolen, or lost, or burned up in a fire. This is something we get on judgment day. I know I would rather gain these riches than a piece of dirty green paper here in the 3d any day! I have faith in God’s promises. Not a promissory note from the government lol because that is what money is (that is why their called "c notes" it's a piece of paper promising it is backed up with something of equal or greater value.) I put my value in God's promises! I don't know bout yall. Lol

     Here is my truth. My name is Melanie Bogie. I am a beautiful, talented, small town girl born and raised in Richmond, Kentucky. I have always been different. I have always been very empathetic. And my dream as a little girl was to join the Peace Corps and help all the little starving kids in the world. My favorite singer as a kid was Michael Jackson because my favorite song was "man in the mirror". And "you are not alone" ill never forget man in the mirrors music video. I have always been sensitive, and had the ability to see and speak to spirits since I was really little. But, it grew much stronger when I had my daughter. So much so that a demon came into our lives when my dad (who was into ghost hunting) he had went to Waverly hills. And unknowingly brought home a negative entity. I lived with it for 13 or 14 years. I was married and my ex husband and I got 2 exorcisms done to get rid of this. And to this day, thank God, I am free of that entity. Immediately  after the second exorsizm, I had the holy spirit come into my life. And I got the spiritual awakening of a lifetime! I can’t even describe to yall the hell I went through. But, I’ll sum it up with one word. “stigmata.” When I was going through all of this, I begged God to come into my life. To allow me to get rid of the demonic presence in my life. And I promised him to help other people going through the same thing. I don’t know if that is why I got stigmata or if it was something else. I just know I was spending morning noon and night studying scripture. And the Karan, as well as Buddhism, Hinduism, I even learned some Hebrew so I could read the original Hebrew Bible. I studied ancient Egypt and what they believed. And when I got done with Greek mythology and then Egyptian gods, I wanted to learn where their beliefs originated. I went to the Mayan, and studied it. And then to the Mesopotamia culture. And I got deep into that (they were the orinators of civilization. There was no further I could go back) I learned A LOT. And I discovered A LOT.

     I began looking into more about what being a healer really is. Because,, I am a healer. My dream along with every healers dream is to be able to heal the world. I've always wanted to be like Jesus, and have the ability to heal people, not necessarily bring back the dead. But, I am very sensitive and I am an empath. Which makes it where I can't stand to be in large crowds for long. Because I am able to feel other people's emotions, so I can get so much at once I have panic attacks.  I have ro be careful too because being an empath and a medium their energy and any entity around these people can sometimes follow me home. So I have to regularly meditate and cleanse my energy and ground myself again. (Kind of like a house cleanse you see on TV where people burn sage in their homes to get rid of bad spirits) that’s what I have to do when I can’t meditate and cleanse and ground myself. I have studied Reiki energy healing for over a year now. And I absolutely love it.

     Doctors, and pharmaceutical companies are getting rich. Because people haven't realized that every human being has two parts that needs to be healed. Not just one. There are two parts to everything in the world. (Yin and yang; positive and negative; good and bad; light and dark; good and evil and so on…) We are physical, and we are spiritual. The bible says we are spiritual beings and we are all borrowing this physical body that it's not our own. If we are physical and spiritual, then why do people believe to heal diseases they only need to heal the physical part? The spiritual part of us is where the problem actually will usually stem from. Just like psychological issues can go into physical issues if not treated. We need to heal them first. That's why so many doctors are unable to cure people, all they are doing is “treating" them. Because to truly be healed, like Jesus healed, you have to first heal the spiritual and the physical follows close behind.

     I believe in God. And I believe in magic. Not the "Abra kadabrah" kind of magic. You see when the holy spirit comes into your life. For years I was lost in drug addiction. I was so sensitive, and empathic and unable to control my emotions. And the childhood I had experienced only added to it. The devil had the upper hand for a while. He was able to convince me that I was unlovable. That I was unworthy of love in the first place. Even right now I second guess every paragraph I’m writing. But my God, I won’t give him the upper hand anymore and let fear keep me from just putting this out there! If this helps anyone. Even one person one day. Then I did my part. And at the same time the devil has nothing else to use against me. I’ve already put it all out there. I’ve taken all my power back.

    I remember when I was younger I cared so much about what other people think about me. That was so exhausting. It was exhausting to try to be happy while making sure the entire high-school is happy with you as well. Lol because essentially that is what your doing. Worried about everyone as well as yourself at once. I remember one day I called my dad crying asking him to bring me some new socks. Because I was about to get on the bus in the middle of August with short daisy Dukes I’d wear (and still do by the way) I was about to start my first day with freaking Santa claus socks on that went halfway up my legs almost to my knees! I was so worried about what other people would think that I let it ruin my day before it began! Now a days, hell I’ll wear Santa socks and daisy Dukes to Walmart like a beast! Lol but I’ll never forget what my daddy said that morning. I remember crying and just saying something like, “I don’t get iI. I don’t get why good people have it so hard! I’m a good person, why does this happen to me when bad people just seem to skate through life? It’s not fair!”

     My daddy, in his calm voice said, “honey, those people that have it so easy right now. The ones in the big nice houses with the clothes and cars, those people are the ones Satan ignores. He isn’t making problems in their life. Because, he’s already got them. He knows that their coming to his big house when they’re done here on earth. So it’s you he causes chaos for. It’s the good caring people that he wants. He is going to do everything he can to try to convince you that you want to be like them. Never believe it.” It was so obvious and so simple. I went to school that day in my knee high mickey mouse Christmas socks feeling grateful for that message my daddy gave me. It’s stuck with me all these years.

  

     I will never feel too ashamed again, to walk into church. Because my clothes aren't good enough. Or, because I had messed up teeth. Or something... I know now, that is my father's house! And let me find out ANYBODY could keep me from feeling comfortable in my father's house! I will never let the devil get into my head and tell me my worth ever again. I am a survivor. I am a fighter! I have been through hell and back again! twice! And I am here, to tell about it. :) where I am empathic and I am a medium; I’m more susceptible to have negative entities attach themselves to me. For almost 14 years I lived with this. I was living in hell basically. People can not understand what that's like... you can't imagine how it feels until they experience it. How can you describe what something you cannot see is making you feel? Too scared to close your eyes, yet too afraid to open them at once... I got 2 exorcisms with my husband and I haven't had any demonic activity since the 2nd time. But I feel it in the shadows, waiting for an opportunity to come back in. Every now and then I can be around someone new,, and its like I smell it on them or something. the fear I mean. It made my spiritual gifts even stronger than before. And the holy spirit with his gifts added to that, I have a lot to learn still. And I am still learning. I hope this finds the right people and I can find out more about the stigmata and the healing. I have so many questions that I want answered. But there is literally zero info on the internet about it.

     I’ve always been a spiritual person I have always been someone that loves to learn. Like, even when I was doing drugs I would get high and learn Hebrew. (I know how weird that sounds. It definitely IS as weird as it sounds) My friend Sandy showed me tarot cards and got me interested in them. I am learning to read them now. (Which is just reading energies.. tarot is just a tool to use to learn which energy is which. Because with the cards they’re named and easier to recognize with names and faces to remember them by) I’ve only been learning a little over a month now and I don’t know if it’s because of the stigmata but I am learning it so easily. I don’t know if it’s gifts from the holy spirit that’s helping me, or the stigmata that helps so much. But, I just know things. I explain how I know them. Like, it’s ny something I read in a book somewhere. Its not even something I have been told. I just know things. And oddly I’ll come across a report in a medical journal or something on a whim that same day usually or the next at the latest. but I’ll come across information  that confirms or somehow backs up the info I suspected was correct in the first place. And it bothered me, because I couldn’t talk to anyone about it. I was too afraid people wouldn’t believe me. But, like I said, I’m tired of giving the devil my power. I'm taking it back today. And I honestly don't care who believes me anymore. Or who doesn’t. I don't want to give the devil any more power than hrs already took. And what’s the worst someone can do to me? Call me a name? Lol

    “I can do ALL things with God.”

    “No weapon formed against me shall prosper.”

     Maybe all the stuff I have been through in my life happened so I wouldn’t be afraid to help other people in the same situation I once was in. Maybe I had to live in that fear everyday for years so I could recognize other people in that situation later on. I just know I’m supposed to help people dealing with it now. If I know someone needs my help, I wouldn’t think twice. That I’d how easy it would be for me to walk right in and cleanse their home. I am so not kidding when I tell you, I can walk into a haunted house knowing there is demonic activity inside, and I seriously wouldn’t be anymore afraid than id be walking into one of those Halloween “haunted houses.” Because I have full Faith that God is always with me. And the devil can’t do anything to me. When you truly know and believe that,,, that is power. That’s what the devil Hates so much. That is what Jesus came back to free us from. That is true freedom, and true faith.”

      I've had to live with the devil. I have God. And I can do ALL things through him! This is me. This is who I am. With love and light I hope someone somewhere felt this.

 

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