author's note dear readers this is a book of poems that represent the good and the bad times that we have all gone through I wrote these poems with feelings and a lot of emotion all of these poems have a meaning you may interpret them in any way you would like there is no right or wrong when it comes to your feelings and please know that if you are suicidal planning to harm yourself or planning to harm others do not read go to a suicide helplineal 988 and talk to your therapist about your strong feelings just know you are loved so please don't give up I believe you can do amazing things and accomplish your dreams you can still be all grown up but you never stop having dreams that you want to pursue so go chase after them I hope you enjoy this book thank you for reading my book Abbigale J. Kreeger