Didn't see a chance with love again.Did I even experience how it feels like.All I had been through was loving someone online,fall in love with a picture till it hurts me.Maybe am just lonely.I need someone or am desperate to have people around me.Even after making a vow not to love again with the fear of getting hurt,how then did I accept you?Just one look and a hug that didn't last for a minute got my emotions to live.I didn't realize how I fell for you but am glad I did.Who in their right mind wouldn't take a risk to be with such beauty.And for a moment I had to imagine how it would feel when we kissed.But how will I kiss you.Am always shy.I had to keep the feelings to myself.Turns out you felt the same for me.What a relief I can finally pour my heart out to you since we want the same thing.The first kiss happened I had butterflies.What if I didn't do it right? Would you even like it?Would you hold me tight so I don't leave?That's the best moment I have had and after the kiss you just sat there and I was about to leave something was telling me to sit back with you but I had to go home.Always wished it could be like that we just forget everything and all we think is us.Just want you to be mine that's all I want.This loneliness in me would fade.I don't mind you bieng the only one in my world.The more we spent time together the stronger my love for you grew.Maybe a future with you would be better how about a kid together and a home everything would be perfect we just have to finish school.You are so protective of me.No one should have what's yours I have always respected that.Where will I go to. You are all I want.Things have changed now you forgot me soo soon.Your feelings for me are no more.Its just two months since we started how is that even possible.Did it even mean anything to you,I mean us.Was there even us in the first place.Is it so hard for anyone to love me?What about the promises we made and your insecurities over me was all that a show?You have someone else now,am left all alone to nurse my broken heart.When will I heal.I can't even stop thinking about you even for moment the memory of you which gave me a smile has now changed to tears in my eyes.I don't deserve this.I pray day and night for you to come back to me.And if this is it then I pray I move on real soon.
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