Deep passion was there
I never wanted it to end
but how could he love me and
keep interest in her
years and years and no single time
did he ever even bring up marriage
I don't know what I would do with out him ...I thought
but I couldn't help hiding my feelings
I didn't want the disaster of giving him the upper hand
all my friends would say he's the best I ever had
I wonder if they would say the same
if I told them about what I discovered
I wanted to read the letters
but the way he told me to keep out
he sounded so angry
I don't know it might be worth minding my own business
maybe I really should just ask him
I can't keep going on like this