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Even Just For Now 2
Tittle: Even Just For Now II
Author: Mary Rodriguez

Starring

Anne Hathaway as Lily Watson
Emily Blunt as Ella McCarthy

Time flies pains and happiness turns into memories. After high school we went back at our home town in England. After a many years my brother Douglas married Katrina Campbell. They have 2 Kids. And me I’m engaged with my long time boy friend. Nicolai Powell. Before I said yes to him. I remember my first love in high school. She is Lily Watson.
I had no idea where she is. Even I’ve had a boy friend Lily was still in my heart. A girl who stole my heart. Douglas invited me for a dinner party.
At the dinner party he asked me regarding to Lily. He has no clue that I’m still in love with her. I pretend I forgot her already.
“ Do you remember Lily? Your girl crush?” Doug asked me
“ Lily? Watson?” I said
“ Yup”
“ Ah ok of course but it was a puppy love. And Why you asking? “
“ I Remember when we we’re in high school you’re the love interest “
“ oh just shut up “
Doug teasing me to Lily after a month we flew at Paris France. Nicolai and I loves the place. We will stay for 2 months. Nicolai was a busy man and me I stay there for vacation only.
“Sweet heart I have to go. I have a special meeting with my new client” Nicolai said
“Take care. I’m planning to walk outside”
“I love you bye”
“I love you too”
While walking I saw a gazebo I went inside for a rest. Until someone called my name.
“Ella? Is that you? Ella McCarthy?”
“Lily? It’s you? Lily Watson”
Lily and I meets again. I can’t explain how I feel. She embraced me.
“Oh! My Gosh! How are you?” Lily said
“I’m great” I replied.
“I missed you Ella”
“Me too”
Lily and I stayed at the gazebo she shared her journey to me. I just found out her husband die 2 years ago due to car accident. She is a single mom of a 7months old baby boy. I saw her sadness in her eyes.
“Is it difficult to raise a child as a single mother?” I asked her
“No it’s not hard for me. I’m a strong woman”
“I know even before”
“How about you?” Lily asked me
“Well I’m here for a vacation. My fiancée have a business here”
“Wow that’s great you’re engage”
“Yup I’m soon to be Mrs. Powell”
“I would like to invite you to my house today and meet my baby boy”
“Yeah sure”
“Shall we?”
“Let’s go”
“You know what? I’m still In love with your British accent”
We arrived to her house. And finally I met her son. His name is Tom.
“Oh my Gosh your baby is so cute”
After we ate lunch Lily asked if I remember our love story when we are young. I said yes.
“Do you remember our cute and crazy love story?” Lily asked me
“Of course yes. I can’t deny it. Well its part of a being a teenager”
Since we missed each other we shared our stories in life. We forgot the time. I checked my phone and I received a lots of txt messages and phone calls from Nicolai. It was already 7 in the evening.
“I’m so sorry my dear I have to go. Nicolai is worried.”
“No it’s ok I understand. There is another time. Here is my contact no. And follow me on my social media platforms”
“I will bye”
“Bye”
Lily and I had an accidental kiss
“Oh sorry”
She looks into my eyes and we laughed together. Suddenly my heart was beating fast.
“I’m home sweet heart”
“Where have you been?”
“I saw my high school friend here and I spent my day with her”
“Next time don’t forget to call me and please answer my messages”
“Yeah sure”
It’s already 10 in the evening she sent a private message.
“Good evening Ella thank you for your time. Good night”
I can’t stop smiling while reading her simple message. I laid on the bed I remember our accidental kiss. I can’t hide my feelings. I’m so over the moon. I felt a romantic feelings for her. And its weird I imagined we’re in the ocean. Saying I love you to each other. Until Nicolai interrupts me from my fantasy.
“What happened to you? Your smiling”
“Nothing just ignore me”
I continued my fantasy with her in my imaginations until. Nicolai kissed my lips I looks into his eyes and I woke up from my fantasy. He continued kissing my lips. We had sex intercourse that night.
On the next morning. Nicolai sleeping on the top of my body. I checked my phone I received message from Lily.
“Good morning gorgeous. I don’t know how to say this to you. But you need to know this. I saw you in my dreams. You and I saying I love you to each other at the ocean.” Lily sent this message to me.
I laughed after reading her message. Nicolai heard it.
“Why?”
“Nothing just forget it”
I deleted her txt message. However deleting her message is the cause of our misunderstanding. He thought I was talking to a man.
“May I see your phone?”
“Why?”
“Just give me”
“Here”
“Wait zero messages on your phone?”
“And so?”
“Last night you’re smiling while reading a message. And now you laughed after reading a message. Why you delete it”
“Because I want it. Oh let’s stop this conversation. It’s useless if you want to read it. Retrieve it. It simple”
“Sorry” He said and I felt guilty.
“Lily sent a funny and weird message saying she saw us in her dreams saying I love you to each other at the ocean. Please trust me.”
“Sorry again. I’m just being paranoid”
Nicolai kissed my lips and he leaved the house.
I called Doug I shared everything to him. He couldn’t believe what he heard from me. After our conversation I went back to her house of course just to see her.
“Hey Ella how are you?”
“I’m great. I loved your dreams”
“Yeah it’s weird”
“But we both loves it”
Ella grabs my waist she touches my lips. And she started to kiss me. We had a passionate kissed.
“Ella”
“Yes Lily?”
“I know this is wrong. But I need to confess. When we we’re in high school I know to myself. I’ve had a strong feelings for you. Until now I’m in love with you. I love you Ella”
“I love you too Lily”
Lily and I had a passionate sex during that day. If I compare my sex life with my fiancée Nicolai to Ella my first love. I must say someone gave me a pleasure and the other one gave me a pure love. It was a peculiar feelings.
I went home and Nicolai has arrived he is so sweet and very chivalry. After we ate dinner. I laid on the bed and I imagined our first sex together. Lily makes me crazy. I stands and I sat in front of the mirror. Nicolai entered to our room. He wants a cuddle with me. But I was thinking of Lily. I’m not in the mood while having a sex with Nicolai. But I let him.


In the morning I went back on Lily’s house just to see her. I cheated on him. But I can’t stop my feelings for her knowing she’s in love with me.
“Ma Vie” She said to me
“You are my everything Ma Vie”
Ma Vie is our terms of endearment it’s a French word. We stroll everyday together. She makes my day brighter.
Until one day I decided to finished my relationship with Nicolai. Its not easy for me to say goodbye to him. Because he is the one that got away. But I need to do this.
“Nicolai”
“Yes sweet heart”
“We need to talk”
“About what?”
“About us. I’m sorry but it’s over”
“What? Our marriage is coming. What happened to you? Where’s the old Ella. A woman who loves me? I knew it you and Lily have an affair. I know you cheated on me. But I chose to ignored my pains. Because I’m afraid to loose you. Call me selfish. I wont allow you to break our promises. But I allowed you to love her.”
“What? You know everything. Then set me free”
“I can’t”
Seeing him crying in front of me makes my heart bleeding. I’m guilty.
“Ella please stay with me marry me I want you to be my wife and mother of my child in the future. Please. Even you’re in love with her. I can endure the pain seeing you flirting with her. But I can’t endure the pain because you left me”
Nicolai and I have 2 weeks left to stay in Paris. We’re going back to London. I went to her house I saw Tom her baby. I was thinking of Tom what if I chose his mother over Nicolai. How we can explain to him why he has two mother.
If I chose his mother soon people will bash him for having a two bisexual mother without a father. In the near future he will receive discriminations. I wiped my tears. I makes a tough decision. I finished my relationship with her.
“What are you serious? My goodness Ella. I gave my all to you”
“You’re a mother. Think about your son’s future. Do you think his friends accept him for having a bisexual mother how can you explain to him?
“I love you Ma Vie”
“I love you too Ma Vie. But it’s over I’m so sorry”
“I understand”
“After 2 weeks Nicolai and I are going back to London”
“Can I have a request?”
“What is it?”
“On your last day here in Paris please stay with me spend your one day left with me at the cruise ship. Please”
“I will talk to him”
I went back home with Lily she try to convince him.
“What are you doing here?” Nicolai asked her
“I would like to say I’m so sorry for what I have done to you. It’s up to you if you want to forgive me. I just want to say sorry”
“What do you want?”
“Approval”
“Approval? For what?”
“Please I’m begging you to allow her to spend her one day left here in Paris with me. I promise after that. I will stop loving her.”
Nicolai looks at me with tear drops.
“Lily wait for my answer tomorrow it’s already late. Go back home”
“I will good night everyone”
2 am I was vomiting I knew it I’m pregnant.
“Sweet heart what happened? Are you alright?”
“I think I’m pregnant”
“Wow! That’s great I’m the father of that child”
“Yes you are”
“Sweet heart”
“Yes Nicolai”
“I will allow you to spend your last day here in Paris with her. But promise me. You will marry me. And forget her.”
“I will”
Nicolai kissed my lips
“I love you I will love you forever”
On my last day here in Paris
“Ma Vie! Spend your day with me even just for now” I said to her.
“Ma Vie I will” Lily is teary eyed.
I spent my last day in Paris with her ridding the cruise ship.

The End.

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