a cold shower isn't like that intens any more.idon't feel the pain. ifeel like I'm sick in my mind. stuck with my emotions. the bult me when i compression they celebrate the pokemon catching game. when ifeel bad about stuff. i always fill the dishes and they still complain. say idon't do it. but they don't treat me the same as the rest. who don't do it
the unfairity is almost indescribable. it brings me great comfort knowing I'm not the only one who is being bullied here. they made aplan to kill me so I'm choosing not to play by the rules and fight as hard as ican. something is clearly wrong...