Everything I write, I write in truth. The pain and hurt I have lived through, I write it just for you. I am not a famous poet nor do I claim to be. I can feel others pain and can relate because it has happened to me. One day I hope that upon reading what I write, it will set you free. I want to help others avoid the pain I have endured. I have learned the hard way that life does not play and when it does it is not nice. When you just can't seem to fit in and all you want is to feel accepted and arent, do not shed any tears because it does not mean there is something "wrong" with you it just means that you excell where others cannot and on many different levels. Believe in yourself and others will follow. Try something you are good at (like being YOU)! Trust me there is a rainbow on the other side of the mountain for you. This battle is not yours to fight so give it to God and LET IT GO!!!! Stop trying to control something that is not yours. I will be 45 this July and have spent 42 of those years feeling pain, shame, sadness and hurt. Undergoing all kinds of abuse and addiction and the list does not end there. Let's just say that 2 1/2 years ago I found my rainbow on the other side of the mountian. As I said earlier, everything I write is based on my experience's in life. I may not be able to write bedtime stories but I can write about something everyone can relate to. I would rather touch the life of someone, than put them to sleep. Life is a journey and no one else will start walking it for you. Do not let time pass you by, after all we only have one life and time continues to tick on.

© Carpe Diem 2021