Hello everyone including Afnan

Today was not a new day though but I still have words to type. As days are passing I am realising that letting go things is tough but this makes you strong. And may be I am learning this at this young age because my Lord wants me to be strong enough from the very beginning. I learnt more than a 30 year old would do , and I am not kidding at all. It is true.......I am far apart from fantasies of my generation, of my age. I don't have any social life , which is barely seen in today's generation.....I don't think that this is good for young to be this mature but I can't help myself..and also this is peaceful. I find peace in not talking. But may be one day I will find a soulmate who will become a great friend of mine. We would talk a lot , be together, help each other, support and whatnot. As I am trying to change some stuff in me ....like gradually I am realising that a person could not be as perfect as you expected them to be. Humans are flawful but some how we need to change a bit for each other...and thats love. Love comes with flexibility and not rigidity.

But even if I can't find such person. I would become a better person and be with a better me .


© ---AFNAN SIDDIQUE .