"why doesn't she call me?" "Is she just using me?" “Should I call her?" “What if I bother her?" “I could ruin things more, or have I already?"My mind races constantly. The ADHD is real and its here to stay. For as long as I can remember I've been “like this" too much to handle and nobody has the time or patience. I get to the third message in a row without an answer and I now know that if If I don't “pull the plug, I'll become annoying", but I can't help it!...