Just wanna let y'all know I don't believe in any religion not in a Christian way or any other way based on any religion. I have a different perspective in life. I don't wanna be forced to change my beliefs but I do keep an open-mind and will listen. All I'm about is working on getting clean and maybe not forever but need a long break from it. I can feel it and I know it's coming...It sucks to be the only one that understands you and barely know a dam thing STILL about yourself. When you even have two of you talking to "myself" when "I" saw them...heard them and both myselves stop talking and where against me they got a trump card but I thought only my dark side cause I made a deal with him and we both agreed but yet this trump card made me unaware of his presence and catches me off guard sometimes but other times maybe it's not the darker one but...