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The feeling.
Some moments of life that we can't forget whole life. I have also such moment which I want to share with all of you . At that time i was admitted to emergency ward of hospital due to infection and high fever. In the emergency ward where i was there was only one room that was for burnt patients,and the room was filled with the smell of their burnt skin and the medecine. So i decided to stay in the corridor.I was being given paracetamol drips and antibiotic drips twice a day. Still the fever was not decreasing. Third afternoon the fever followed again despite taking the morning drip. Nurse gave me two tablets of paracetamol. after that the fever decreased. But i feel weakness. At that time my husband was with me because they allow only one person to stay with patient. I was laying on stature and my husband stands beside me whole day.
When i was taking my evening drip at around (7 p.m. )i started feeling dizzy and i held my husband's hand tightly and told him about dizziness.I fainted.I kept hearing their voices for sometime ,I remembered my kids at that time,i was worried about them that how can they live without me.I was weeping continously.Suddenly i realized that i have been here for atleast three days, and my kids are living without me ,they will learn to live like thi. Thinking of that i fainted completely, i felt the tension in the room ,i hear my husband voice last time he was crying and requesting the doctor to save me. after that i felt like i was become very light. Then i saw my soul lying on top of me in the air looking at me. I feel like i was in the room and my brother and sister are standing beside me ,my sister was holding my hand and crying helplessly. but i feel very light i want to fly and get out from there.The burnt patients are laying in mosquitonets. I thought if i go through them they will hurt so i fly over their nets to the corridor. Then i came out of the window ,looked around and then flew away and sat on the front buildings roof , from there i saw the emergency word written on the front building. I saw clearly the red light words .
Flying from there i reached a very beautiful garden which i never saw in real, there are flowers all-over with different colours and different fragrance.The colours and fragrance are so unique that no one can imagine , remembering that i got goosebumps even today. and after wandering in garden for some time ,i reached Kiratpur sahib. (it is the holi place where sikhs immerse the ashes of their deceased in sutlej river, as hindus immerse ashes in ganga.). I worshiped there and walk all around ,then i reached at the bank of sutlej and i feel thirsty ,i bent down took some water and try to drink but i was not able to drink water because of mask ,i try hard to remove the mask.At that time my brother who was beside me held my hand and ask me,"why are you removing the mask?" he called my name loudly. I faintly replied,"i am thirsty."
Then my brother made me drink water with spoon after that i heard my sisters voice,"hey,what are you doing?listen to me." I answered her ,"i am going to fly."
sister shake me hard and speak loudly,"you are not going anywhere,you are in hospital ,look your husband and brother is also here.you have to take care of your children.everyone is waiting for you.Don't go anywhere." she started shaking me crying loudly. At that time i open my eyes there were doctors around me treating me and telling my family ,"she regain conscious and she is out of danger now." I looked the surrounding and ask my husband,"how did i come here? take me out,i don't want to stay here."
My husband ask doctors and bring me out.I took a deep breath and looked at my sister and brother asked them when they came. my sister told me that when i fainted my husband called them my parents also came but they go back to sister's house to take care of kids. She told me that i remained unconscious whole night and they are all worried about me. I wacthed the wall clock its5.45a.m. now. The doctor told us that i fainted due to the overdose of medicine. The nurse was nervous and requesting us not to report doctor or taking action against her as her career will be effected.We thought that as i am alright now so we doesn't complained against her.
...It is true story of my life. I can't forget the moment after so many years.after this incident whenever i went to that hospital and looked at the building with word emergency ,i got goosebumps .
When i was taking my evening drip at around (7 p.m. )i started feeling dizzy and i held my husband's hand tightly and told him about dizziness.I fainted.I kept hearing their voices for sometime ,I remembered my kids at that time,i was worried about them that how can they live without me.I was weeping continously.Suddenly i realized that i have been here for atleast three days, and my kids are living without me ,they will learn to live like thi. Thinking of that i fainted completely, i felt the tension in the room ,i hear my husband voice last time he was crying and requesting the doctor to save me. after that i felt like i was become very light. Then i saw my soul lying on top of me in the air looking at me. I feel like i was in the room and my brother and sister are standing beside me ,my sister was holding my hand and crying helplessly. but i feel very light i want to fly and get out from there.The burnt patients are laying in mosquitonets. I thought if i go through them they will hurt so i fly over their nets to the corridor. Then i came out of the window ,looked around and then flew away and sat on the front buildings roof , from there i saw the emergency word written on the front building. I saw clearly the red light words .
Flying from there i reached a very beautiful garden which i never saw in real, there are flowers all-over with different colours and different fragrance.The colours and fragrance are so unique that no one can imagine , remembering that i got goosebumps even today. and after wandering in garden for some time ,i reached Kiratpur sahib. (it is the holi place where sikhs immerse the ashes of their deceased in sutlej river, as hindus immerse ashes in ganga.). I worshiped there and walk all around ,then i reached at the bank of sutlej and i feel thirsty ,i bent down took some water and try to drink but i was not able to drink water because of mask ,i try hard to remove the mask.At that time my brother who was beside me held my hand and ask me,"why are you removing the mask?" he called my name loudly. I faintly replied,"i am thirsty."
Then my brother made me drink water with spoon after that i heard my sisters voice,"hey,what are you doing?listen to me." I answered her ,"i am going to fly."
sister shake me hard and speak loudly,"you are not going anywhere,you are in hospital ,look your husband and brother is also here.you have to take care of your children.everyone is waiting for you.Don't go anywhere." she started shaking me crying loudly. At that time i open my eyes there were doctors around me treating me and telling my family ,"she regain conscious and she is out of danger now." I looked the surrounding and ask my husband,"how did i come here? take me out,i don't want to stay here."
My husband ask doctors and bring me out.I took a deep breath and looked at my sister and brother asked them when they came. my sister told me that when i fainted my husband called them my parents also came but they go back to sister's house to take care of kids. She told me that i remained unconscious whole night and they are all worried about me. I wacthed the wall clock its5.45a.m. now. The doctor told us that i fainted due to the overdose of medicine. The nurse was nervous and requesting us not to report doctor or taking action against her as her career will be effected.We thought that as i am alright now so we doesn't complained against her.
...It is true story of my life. I can't forget the moment after so many years.after this incident whenever i went to that hospital and looked at the building with word emergency ,i got goosebumps .
