I miss your cute school face, and your sweet okays to my any kind of demands, you nodding on my any kinda plans, and when I used to cry with my pillows in ma bed, I remembered just you, I couldn't see anywhere else, those wishes we made on each other's hand, we planned to go ahead, I knew you'd ace it and you know I'll make it anyways, you used to carry my load and loved me though I didn't care, for a long long time I thought I found an angel just here, now I miss you and your thin cold hands wipping my tears away, when I dint feel alright and blurred the sight, i dropped curtains in negativity, you were the one I searched for, to tell all my sadness and issues, I loved no one, couldn't face no one, you met me for a few days but you knew I wasn't the one I was, from my spicy food to your healthy menus, that bitching of those who don't deserve us two, your simplicity to your new school dress, short hair cut and clean clean desk, remember when we took our ambition on clearing off the stain on your jacket, We removed it out and you said you'll treat me coffee, now all that's left is distance and I'm afraid to even call on you, don't know what I'd say, can't figure out what to do, I'm empty this day and every night,
those times we shared, I was never afraid of letting everything out on you, you were the comfort zone...
and you haven't still turned your back on me, you're still caring, and I'm still healing.
And i wish it when we make it, you come down with me for a coffee, and it'll be your treat.


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