Feb…. 10...day...10…..
# #hopeneverdies
#polytalesfeb
#hopeneversubdue
Failures have made me a true warrior.
To face any challenge…I only care...if I ever left behind any Herculane task without a try… . No more, successful or failure affect
Me… I only care about….if I showed true valour… … …. Have I given my best…
Rest will just follow… As an epic...
Because the world needs time to realise the epic… we live….



💙💙💙But life is also of surprises… one day I was healed of all this…...
One day I was touched by the divine to see the true light…. And to be a believer…

It's was a discovery of my uniqueness…
Imganiantory creative…. Deep knowledge. All these troubled years...
I was massively storing… data of life experience…. And wide knowledge through reading…. ..

Plz...Don't get panic… by seeing the list...
I only put a few… .bigger ones reserved for the novel….🤍🤍

Okke to the story….

As u have seen till. Now…...
I have survived all the odds... And I have a
Hope that never dies…
To form this…
What the hell I haVe to pass….


🏴☠🖤at the age of two… a psychological
Trauma…. The sudden deprival of love and care….

It affected🖤
With stammering for years…...

🖤fear…. That continued twenty years…

🖤doubt that affected me for twenty years

🖤afraid of the crowd, lack of self-esteem and self-confidence that made my life miserable… for over twenty years…

🖤depended…. even, afraid to make decisions…

🖤shivering hand… . . When I go to speak
To small crowd… . . But strange…
Big crowds… I was not so shivering…

🖤afraid of people…... Even to speak…
Poorest communicator…...
🏴‍☠️🏴‍☠️🏴‍☠️🏴‍☠️🏴‍☠️🏴‍☠️
🏴🏴🏴🏴🏴🏴🏴


Still more….
🏴‍☠️3 heartbreaks….
🏴somehow survived two accidents….
🏴survived of… . . To end the life...that...thought
🏴🏴🏴survived of one abuse and two
Abuse attempts…...
🏴🏴🏴survived for one month….
With no money… . . . Working as
Wage worker and wanderer…...
🏴🏴🏴🏴poor and slow learner…. ..
And in a family of high intellectuals….
The shame of being the lowest…...

🖤🖤🖤constantly harried of my poor language skills….

🏴🏴my brother made remarkable achievement s. But ME…. Just…...
A spectator… .....

Still more… but I hope I said main things…

The mental trauma…. Caused by it…
Was weakening me… my slightest hope to overcome all fears…
And lack of appreciation is unimaginable pain… . . . . . .

But don't worry about those who have the hardest time…. We
Are the one who are being formed …. Like the finest stone…
Made into a unique gem…
So never let hope break in our hard times… it's just to form. Us…
Everything will surpass.
But only truth will remain.
So believe…. .. Ur time too will come.




© believer