I feel good and free when I'm alone. It feels like I can do anything which interests me as no one is there to monitor me and warn me.
Life is being spent in the fear of what others say. I don't know why but still fear is inside me. I control my happiness, sadness, fear and like that every emotion. Everything is going in control. Sometimes I think there is no reason to be shocked if I start breathing in control. We were taught to stay in control since ages.
Why can't I live out and express freely. Sometimes I feel tortoise is leading a better life. Atleast at some point of time, it comes out and live.
I'm happy and free when I'm inside and under no one. No wonder why I feel safe, free inside the locked room.
I feel being me, being safe and only not thoughts but also expresses what's inside. No being fake.
These days it's better to be occupied rather than preoccupied by stupid thoughts.
-flash_001
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