Fuck!! Why can't I learn to write everyday. I bet I say that quite a bit within these pages. Fuck em... those distractions are not even with my memory and most certainly never get me paid.
I miss the Fax today.
I miss her even more than anything... must continue to push forward.
I'm sitting in applebee's right now.
Trying to enjoy being outside alone. It's hard for me to even feel ok existing.
I love talking to my mom everyday. Annoying as it can be with her millions of calls I remember that so many...