I have forgiven you, but I can't forget what you said. Insult, hate, bad treatment is all what I received. I tried to give you the best, even before I could get. I shared my life with you, my little happiness too. I considered you a part of me, I called you mine. I did not want to tie you, I did not want to hold you back. All I wanted was love and some sweet words. You were better than me in every aspect. You were richer with money, richer with knowledge. And I was empty. You had mocked me once or twice, and I won't forget. I kept quiet, I kept silent, until that day I thought you loved. I could've run a hundred miles, I could've jumped a thousand feet. I could've done it all for love. I could love you back, if you really loved me too. I could kiss you still, I could hug you more. Only if you wanted it to happen, only if you loved me too. You played with my feelings, you played with my heart. You left me broken, you left me hurt.
Today it's my time to rise. You can stand as the audience and clap and smile. You were proud about what you had, and you still are proud. But I began from a broken heart, a broken mind too. I did not know what do, even what to say. But all I knew was I had to rise again. I did it once, I did it twice, but maybe I'd failed it thrice. Haters couldn't stop, lovers couldn't break heart. And what I only saw in front was a symbol of success and a crying face of you. And soon I reached where my success stands and saw you cry behind. You know this me, you know that me, you know me very well. But all you don't know is how to win my heart all over again.
© Rupsa