So your purpose is what you say it is.
Your mission is the mission you give yourself. Your life will be what you create it as, and no one will stand in judgement of it, now or ever. Erase everything from the past that does not serve you, and be grateful it brought you to this place now, and to a new beginning.
You have a clean slate, and you can start over- right here, right now.
Find your joy and live it! When I really understood that my primary aim was to feel and experience joy, then I began to do only those things which...