Imagine waking up every morning and hating yourself. you don’t even know who you are, but you hate yourself. You’ve been through a lot, done things, feel unworthy and connection and that makes you feel isolated. You are an absolute ball of negative emotion. You are desperate to see things through so you start looking for a solution, but everywhere you turn is another hardship, another disappointment, another negative thing that adds to the list. The pain becomes so unbearable you just need an escape. despite every day of hardship you fail, maybe i made bad decisions along the way, but more than anything, we're trying to improve our life. We can never understand the situation. We can never feel the weight that has been on my shoulders.

I have seen things, done things, and felt things, most people can’t fathom. But despite some hardships, I'm dedicated to improving my life. We may fall in and out of the revolving door 


Fahad khalil