One morning when I woke up, I suddenly felt so bad about myself, and then wondered why I had to wake up, why did I wake up? I searched for my own reasons for that, but perhaps that uncertainty took hold of me. I just laid on the bed and left everything behind. From that day on, I went through more slumps, I missed school more often, I felt more exhausted and more useless. I tried to do the things I used to enjoy, but it didn't get any better. I lost my appetite, most of the time I just wanted to sleep, I spent more...