Pouring shower increase a pain that burns within, like acid rain leaving a hole. that grows by the minute. Nothing i do can fill this hole inside of my soul, all the sweet loving feeling is been suck deep within this dark abyss. As a bitter sweet feelings spread throughout my body, i quiver all over as i get goose bump. Sadness is my everyday, all the things that bring me joy i can even do any more. Whats come over me, am walking with a numbness inside my heart. I cry myself to sleep,...