At the start it hurted so much to know that I'm just another fish in the sea in your eyes.
You saw me, you had your eyes only for me for some while.
But I was too scared, to love and to be loved.
We played the same tune for so many months,
but I was a coward and had my own reasons.
Reasons which can be explained,
but seems to be so wronged in your eyes.
Maybe I am crazy,
but you were crazy too.
Crazy to fall in love with me.
Crazy to even think that i would love you back the way you did.
So here am I now,
hiding in the shadows of other fishes while leaving you alone to search for the now empty but strong feelings.
But why do you keep searching?
Why do you still have those strong feelings towards me?
I fell in love with you too, but you could never be happy with me.
Cause when you get to know me,
you get to know that loving me is the worst mistake which you could have ever done in your life.

So let me just be another fish in the sea


just like it used to be...


© EvaB