"Being secretly in love with someone is the hardest feeling, you get hurt, You get jealous, you cry and you get broken, but the saddest part is, he doesn't know about it."





Spring 2017,

I have never felt love before. This feeling was completely unknown to me, until the day I felt something between us, between me and Aryan, He's my best friend, I've never thought of him like that before, But for several days I noticed that when I see him with other girls, I get jealous, angry, I don't know why. I don't know why I fell in love with him so much, but in spite of that I treated him like a friend, so that he would not understand that I love him. Because if he understands then maybe our friendship will be ruined. So I hid my love for him, many years.

Years passed

“Sooner or later we’ve all got to let go of our past.” – Dan Brown, ‘Deception Point’

A girl who was 15 then turned 18 now, Many days passed in an instant, and that girl is very mature now.

In these three years, I've seen myself grow up, I've seen myself change,
I saw him with a lot of girls, I felt bad I cried, I suffered pain, but I never said anything to him.
After suffering for a long time, I realized that this was not the right thing to do.
I tried to move on from him, I started dating, learned to enjoy life, finally I was happy. I went to a relationship, and the one I went with was Aryan's brother, I didn't know that he loved me, Suddenly one day he told me that he liked me, but he thought that Aryan...