Chapter 1
Mommy!! no!! mommy!! Mommy!!! He is going to hurt me !! mommy help me !! ." babby he won't hurt you it won't take long just a few minutes babby okay, just a few minutes." She said ."mommy no don't ...don't lock the door mommy !!!".
"Thando vuka ( Thando wake up) man it's just a bad dream you starting to annoy me. I wonder what I saw in you," he said
Did he know it was flashbacks, she turned her back at me. My mom let my uncle take my innocence.
" I'm sorry Sizwe".
"no man Thando you always sorry, yes your uncle raped you what must we do. Must the world stop now because you got rape? No man grow up and move on, it happened and you can't change it move on, you were only ten it happened once move on ."
Sizwe's words cut deeper than a knife my husband I married for 5 years, my first love. I sometimes wonder what happened to the sweet sizwe or is it me I'm I overthinking this whole situation maybe he is right. I don't know because no matter how old I get, I never seem to forget that day.
" stop crying you're 25 .khula( grow up)"
I didn't even realise I was crying. I quickly wiped my tears and went to the living room.
...." sleep in the guest room or wherever you want to sleep I don't care, just don't come in my room I'm tired of you." He says shouting.
I made myself something to eat when I was done I went to the guest room. I'm tired of...