I was a shitty person in my active addiction. Possibly even before that. I was a horrible human being and that's God's truth. I used people, everyone I knew and everyone that I came in contact with. I took advantage of and used men, women, my friends, complete strangers and even my family. I became a master manipulator. I robbed people, stole, lied, cheated, everything that you can imagine, I did it to anyone and everyone. I lived for myself and no one else. I had reached a point in my life that nothing else mattered except the drugs and myself. I was unstoppable. Out of control, I thrived on that shit every single day, I got off on it. I was proud of my ability to say and do whatever I wanted, to manipulate people to get my way. What a disgusting piece of...