Unloaded everything I've ever been through, everything I wanna see, finding a better me but I hate that, it's just a dream, gotta get it cause nothing is ever given, when you struggle just to live how can you ever call that livin'?.. "You got a second chance, you could go home, ascape it all, it's just irrelevant, you could still be what you want to, what you said you were before you left home"

Don't you get it, I said it like I didn't admit it, any, everybody nowadays, seems like the heart is prosthetic, I feel its comin' but I've been losing my mind while I've been tryina stay sane, this world is cold but my heart is growing colder 'cause nothing with you ever gives. "lways salivating liquor, always drunk and hardly sober and if that's the life that you wanna lead, that's fine by me"

All I got is me and that's more than enough, only conducting perfection until we bouta combust, I'm down on my own, looking up to Jesus, like help me, hold my hands but only the devil's voice, saying hold my hands come dance, when you play for Jesus but the devil's coaching the team. "seems just like yesterday, when we used to gather with the family in the dinner table, talkin' about everything that we wanted, until you hit the fast lane, you were so open now closing, do you even know where you're goin'?"

Life's just smoking blowing, you were everything that I wanted to be with, the one who always got the best out of me, now those are the parts I let nobody see but you give me motivation, elevated all my trust. "Crazy how inspiration can just turn into disgust, I'm hoping you'd soak in the words that you said you would be, It's like gradgis made you second guess your sit in the table, this life did beat you down but it was you who dug the hole"

Many things that I will never get out of my head, I could tell an endless story, you tore me apart. "Why not one for who put you together, I don’t know what I could say, none of this ever comes easily, guess you'll never come close to know, what you really mean to me, so tell me what do you see in me?"

You're a chapter in my book and I'm just a line in yours, I could feel that I’m close but I’m lost on where to go, I’m just scared what it’s gonna be like, but however it goes, like that day on that family gathering, where we laughed and we shared love, I say moments still burning inside, even with the pain and the bliss, when the reality really hits, you are the compass defining my mind.

Feels like I’m climbing, looking at my parents their dreams are so hollow

Mom she told to me to chase all the things that I’m dreaming, I’ma grow her the Garden of Eden, well right now, I'm running out of time, I’ve got nothing to waste. "your life is just scheduled by them, yes but dreams and their views are not something you choose"

Living my life, that'll never be me. "Look out your window, the things that you dream of, the things that you can do, the things that you crave for, the things you could be, so find what you love and don’t ever desert it, you find what you’re worth from the purpose inside, livin' in a time where these kids are uncertain, it’s eat or be eaten, the hungry survive, you are unwinding your heart, don't wait on your dream, this your life from within"

There’s moments in life where we fall or we fly, but I’m still trying to find my way back home, I’ve been trapped in the dark and I don't know what it is that I’m here to do, I'm questioning myself, is this really the person I’m supposed to be? I'm happy, I’m sad, I’m angry, I’m mad, and it’s all because of this past, when everybody in your family believes you can do it, but really thinks that you’re trash, when you got family that say, “We’ll always be there", you look around, where they at It’s like they all got up and left; onto the next, it's that my chance to pack? putting in effort but I should’ve known better but being alone is just nothing but pressure, through my endeavors I’m piecing this broken heart, I'm coming home, with all the pain and the hurt, the tears on the face, that’s what finding happiness means

Zwide ♥️<•}}}><