I pictured myself as the person I wanted to be.

As a child many people are often discontent and jealous of other children. There was always this one person that seemed to be living the life that they wanted to live.
This happened to me twice as a child. I had friends that had everything my heart had desired as a child. They were popular, had exciting hobbies, were very talented and seemed to do everything that I had always wanted to be able to do. I suffered under the fact that they seemed to steal all I had dreamed for myself and left me with nothing. So one day I decided that if I couldn't have what they had, I would picture myself as being in their place. In my mind I had what they...