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Rameez Rahman the untold story
When I was three and half, with the brain damaged, due to phalenjities prolonged sickness of phaleningitis in subconscious mind Hidden straight like l didnot know that i have become stuttering from the Age of 4 learn to speak at the age of 5 was very prominent he rarely speak fear i was a little slow and have severe fever and phalinjities in subconscious Hidden straight like that never wanted to write on this topic my childhood and could not tell not interested in anything or studies in science biology chemistry I was never comfortable or hesitate to talk or discuss because l felt why am l talking about that had already happened Hi I am Rameez Rahman Sorry don't mind Let start again.This is a story that have wanted to tell someone for a long time l have always been scared by judging and imitation l always listen to my heart and fear of getting upset as personal attack and lose self confidence and self esteem and confidence any excitement so and i am thinking about my future life if anyone found that truth in the open in front of everyone can't hide having word in your mind that you can utter out the fast expression that come to my mind I don't what will they think and shocked he never stutter with other people was very shy and nervous also began to cry and tears helpless sweat broke out over her whole body his head still lowered and nervous and fear of getting upset and personal attack also loose self esteem self confident confidence the life he know that i have stammering making fun always followed that i can't affort to change in anyone would change l can't get up 4:30 in the morning I can't take the bus at my stop my bus comes early so I took the bus at TNT career company The morning l woke up were more then super excited and wanted to go to school and don't know what was school like and also don't where do i go to the bus Pakistani boys meet regularly someone began to pused me at the bus looking my name them they made fun of my word That They didn't recognize they never listen i glance gasped and stared aghast of i was what he was going to say he doesn't stammer with other people fear of judging to get upset imitation as personal attack that also losses confidence self confidence self esteem like inferiority complex of fairness to say Fair Fair because of her looks.When l was in school was in morning in school l used to roam looking up mute and couldn't speak at recess in and school and when I was in class 1 they began pinch me at toilet and bus they did the same thing again by going and gasped doesn't have one friend to talk and help him say like let's her go huge stared shyly by getting down from the school bus to home from had anger issues how on earth could they say that they can do that felt embracement used to cry in tears flowed from her eyes in helpless anger rise inside me at home i just sit at the corner and l was nerves in a cell and to would not utter a word properly repeatedly always repeated words and could not prolongation could not speak and talk clearly.And or as his he continue moose make her mute 2 weeks shy manner made her hesitates
and talked very little at bus they all are so mean to turning out to me make fun if i were you will be sitting along i mean i'd like be totally ashamed don't sit along why don't you sit in the toilet and class 2 my teacher told me that he will suffer in higher class unfortunately when i was at class 4 some boys used to beat and pinch I can't beat and pinch me at when i was at class 5 and i was fearless and i led was bare on fear and l felt while I was with other people l never stutter with other people. while coming from home to school l Wanted to talk with adult who will listen one many boys in other or junior class boys didn't want to talk jibe and jeer what did you say tease me fun and laughed at my word Could not able to speak not deaf because of bad experience of stammering put her own ambitions on the back and was shocked and felt betrayal and behave erratically and frustrated also emotionally traumatized and Began to lose hope and lives a fairly isolated life and has taken to to ease his loneliness. Intoxicated She feels sorry for him and decides to assist him get his voice back. She takes keep true to his word Sunder cuts off his tongue frastrated is there any soft job burner scale scule and dum doom and give out laughter I was fearless I give 100% in studies and have energetic and excited and can would do anything to fulfil her dreams do anything like anyone else and Desire of typing started in class 5 in computer lab to muttering consistently in our school l did not get an opportunity typing and student used to sit on my lap I weather I will type Or not and we brought computer at home if I used to past the picture in ms.Word office as l am writing it in a notebook as it didn't happen because of keys of keyboard l but never loses hope I was laughing and feel like a gangster it was like a fashion and I don't know till now that I have stuttering and can't say the question and answer and I can't prolong and also and I can't read loudly or voice in school and used to fight and play football like anyone and everything was going so smoothly and is a very motivated, talented that would do anything to fulfil her dreams. when I was not going to school I used to study from 5:30-1:30 and when I was going to school I
used to study from 5:30-11:30 my school was afternoon session and I used to cartoon and have 5 roti and when I was not going to school I used to think about them and missed d them and can't eager wait to go to school and I was happy I often used to eat biryani and I was powerful and fearless and motivated that would do anything to fulfil her dreams and excited since then it started is it to do whatever is going right and become wrong I can't not used to beat because l can't prolong and also say the question and answer and so I can't read loudly or voice said that u will suffer Pactaiga and 5th grade any I stayed calm kind of bullying stopped. I Il'D ever known i slow opened it and saw a very handsome man there who knows my my name anger and frustration he is distressed also face a emotional and cry dilemma as he cannot explain and tall of his disgus assuring her they can still remain if she doesn't reciprocate his feeling and leave he and her along and a fake graduate MBA degree which helps Dev join an insurance is unable to do anything, but after the appointment of a new senior manager, company.with approximately 39 percent marks, becomes a salesman with a big corporate computer assembly and service company, AYS, headed begins learning the tricks of the sales trade from Nitin.with Sandy wanted them pretend to be disabled. Sandy pretends to be crippled, Teddy blind and Bunty mute.where the boys are observed by him to be disabled. Bunty appears crippled, Sandy blind and Teddy mute.the girls take their boys to church, for confession because they felt that they were mocking disables by having the boys act as if they were disabled He is shown to live alone he leave confused till 2010 found school burden feels like retairing drop out of college and in a road accident which results in Rameez Rahman He falls in love with salomi Louis is lonely because he has lost everyone who is dear to him which include his childhood friend, who moves away, and stay with his step mother, who passes away, during her childhood. Due to distraction, beautiful young girl He falls in love at first sight with her but is unable to express it. Unfortunately, who study in Cosmos nios she was 15 .and one day at morning it was Wednesday gave her a chocolate hold her finger bring her food next day it was his birthday express his feelings friend forever Often express his feelings before Shanti's film poster and desires to meet her and thought of wish to pass class 11 and for the first time he failed in any class from a brilliant student in any curricular activities for a girl He is shocked to discover how they gang up to pass the exam in one go and my exam paper got lick and devested the cosmos Institute license got cancelled and unfortunately developing also have anemia all to himself and he begins to behave in kind nature and show his respect to study he even let's her have his bedroom all to himself looks stay in attic feel awkward Rameez Rahman unfortunately devastated and taken to the hospital the dying think he has wasted for one year then also gave exam and also failed for a girl after his failed fearing that she will be depressed and left alone in the world revealed ruin both my teenager and 18 -21 years career. two become friends and said will be left alone in the world congratulations and said give me number ko baat nhi dejected to here she have boyfriend mazain thought nios board is easy to pass wanted to go class 11 in class 10 exam my home science teacher threw the question paper very badly and I was not humble to her while going home getting down from the bus and she was expecting to be humble and i was normal try to be humble get scared whenever I used to see her and failed In class 10 thrice and the student gang up In important subject and also paper got licked and the institution got cancel In 2015 wanted to study mobile application development thought in 2016 used to do data entry for 3 month at sparkle solution and law company for thousand Rs duration of seven days and at dharmatala and Rameez Finally the time has arrived l've taken decision not to work and also not getting one wish to fulfill my by tapping the keys on a typewriter is not going to work Mom gave the idea of Working in ngo he liked it Mom was not against it and in 2022 joined in ngo centre as a typist and used to work as the work is done as high school he wanted A Mate To Love It was between 2015-2018 his i started to dream to work in call centre voice over telecaller and Radio jockey also worked in shop which was our xerox shop of mamas in ideal tower now uber office I left because someone imitate me to shop and I felt alone isolated and lack of socialization now whenever I go I still miss it from my subconscious mind do loafing whole day and thinks that if he marries a rich woman,then he will not have to work living a middle-class life with his mother (Aruna Irani) and she only feels sorry for his handicap, physically showing his childish behaviour. resulting in mentally challenged brother Sundar (also Govinda). Hoping that he and his family are safe, Jai starts to re-build his life,.as he is not going to work mom help him to gets me work saw my potential in working on medicine shop so l want to work in medicine shop of mamas and near ideal tower Is a jobless worked in a small cafeteria once. Has graduate degree of computer engineer and work in a garage and runs a small garage he is a car mechanic.works at mamas school Want to be a teacher leter become a teacher but quits his job to is be unemployed in the city When Rahul Udyavar unifies the teachers against the atrocities of the school's management, Principal Aditya Sahay defends the management's decision. This comes as a shocker to the teachers as Sahay is known for his dedication as an educator for the last 32 years who has built the school's high reputation.The situation becomes graver as school management becomes overambitious with its growth and involves media planners in the extracurricular activities. which starts reflecting on the students' stress levels. The pressure on young minds increases incredibly, leading to unexpected and grim consequences.the students go on strike unable to take the pressure, and it becomes a hectic situation.All the students request him not to leave and he shows Principal Sahay explains the whole situation and resigns.some signs indicating that he would return. When the media comes to the school, asking questions about strike, but is repeatedly rejected as she suffer from stuttering which cause her to make uncomfortable sound likened to hiccups once he find a job at mamas office is looking for new candidate putting the job at risk find that he is not as happy as he thought it was and his dream job I was so nervous and excited that i found a job and lived my life of dream I couldn't sleep that night trying to wake up half and hours on shouted top of the voice on Monday morning shouted and started after having breakfast getting ready the address given by employer sir you can enter your room now could not stop feeling excited and laughing make him feel wanted largely he even felt if there is any soft jobs and grew disillusioned whole has lost his enthusiasm because of his failure, actually he hated the suffering because from stammering got reject from the society went on a spree of interview and failed and rejects without even inquiring inadequate education qualification to struggle to secure unable to kill one of their targets, he decides to change his life. lookout for a job employment in to being a dream of become a working man travel agent and seek work Despite solicatation training I was not getting job anywhere as he is jobless and There's nothing interesting about my there is began loose or nothing interest and is leading a lackadaisical life it started as soon as I close my eyes to fall asleep is began loose or nothing interest in life it started as soon as I close my eyes to fall asleep He then finds he has stammering problem since he was born . struggle through the day as caurse and wanted to stay alone He then glancing all the details decides to visits the mosque to find an identity why Allah gave me I am like this This shock me life's become of stammering and friend and cousins and brother were setting down Because life is so expensive at the age of 27 in 2017 And thought that i should keep the work away from home like personal and professional life separate and balance al realize find an individual identity at to seek work wanted try to get new work so I joined work put all in vain due to his poor obtain employment he could not able to complete and couple of skill and he makes several bids to obtain employment to finds her identity for a unable to be apply to White collar jobs inadequate higher education qualification and because of iq level is low and for that i can't acquire things easily also acquired level is low and so i don't get interested easy loose interested after someday receive calls from every where and promise and the producer to pay for three years who takes to several place to try luck no one bother to listen to him let alone her him sing or give himgetting paid for doing an ad, where he gets into a fight, as he wasn't paid the full amount of money that they had promised. This continues with a few other assignments, where Akhil constantly gets underpaid, resulting in a fight, ends the fight when he gets a phone call, and says he has to go somewhere. He then arrives on a shoot where Sakshi (Tamannaah) is shooting for her television series. After her shoot lets out, they go for a walk around the park, observing other couples. At the end of their walk, Akhil proposes Sakshi. Akhil and Saakshi go to her father's (Mithun Chakraborty) house, where they are told that until Akhil becomes rich, he can't marry Sakshi.
getting paid for doing an ad for Rs.50,000-70,000/
Aye, fikron ki poonchon pe hai, patakhon ki ladi
Fitrat patang jaisi, aawara hai badi
Hum mein toh hi hai bacchu, auqaat enth ki
Pango se pange le lein, dikhaayein hekdi
Saare chichoron ko, hum hi sikhaate hain
Aishon ki kunji, likhate padhaate
Noton ki baarish hai, Sikke phuwaare hain
Bheega hai saara jahaan...
Jebon mein bhare gulcharrey
Raeesi kare gulcharrey
Show-shaa se bhare gulcharrey
Tadi se ude gulcharrey
Ude gulcharrey...
Aye, sapno ke poster wah bhai din me bhi dikhte hain
Satrangi packeton mein market mein bikte hain
Apna bas chale toh bhaari si sale pe
Chanda taare na chhode
Woh bhi khareed lein
Betuki baaton ki, tuk hum bana lenge
Hum toh jee bhai gham bhi khilli uda lenge
Hum na akele hain
Apni ye saazish mein shaamil hai saara jahaan
Jebon mein bhare gulcharrey
Raeesi kare gulcharrey
Show-shaa se bhare gulchare
Tadi se ude gulcharre
Ude gulcharrey...
Kal ki hum abhi soche kyun
Jeene ko yeh pal kaafi hai
Jo din hai humne dekha nahi
Uspe hum kyun bharosa karein
Sabhi ko chhodo sab chutki mein milta hai
Noodle ke jaise sab minton mein pakta hai
Dum bhar ki khushiyaan hain
Pal bhar mein milti hain
Maang ke dekho zaraa...
Jebon mein bhare gulcharrey
Raeesi kare gulcharrey
Show-sha se bhare gulchare
Tadi se ude gulcharre
Ude gulcharrey...
Then I don't want to work=Dellusionment+anger-frustration
and talked very little at bus they all are so mean to turning out to me make fun if i were you will be sitting along i mean i'd like be totally ashamed don't sit along why don't you sit in the toilet and class 2 my teacher told me that he will suffer in higher class unfortunately when i was at class 4 some boys used to beat and pinch I can't beat and pinch me at when i was at class 5 and i was fearless and i led was bare on fear and l felt while I was with other people l never stutter with other people. while coming from home to school l Wanted to talk with adult who will listen one many boys in other or junior class boys didn't want to talk jibe and jeer what did you say tease me fun and laughed at my word Could not able to speak not deaf because of bad experience of stammering put her own ambitions on the back and was shocked and felt betrayal and behave erratically and frustrated also emotionally traumatized and Began to lose hope and lives a fairly isolated life and has taken to to ease his loneliness. Intoxicated She feels sorry for him and decides to assist him get his voice back. She takes keep true to his word Sunder cuts off his tongue frastrated is there any soft job burner scale scule and dum doom and give out laughter I was fearless I give 100% in studies and have energetic and excited and can would do anything to fulfil her dreams do anything like anyone else and Desire of typing started in class 5 in computer lab to muttering consistently in our school l did not get an opportunity typing and student used to sit on my lap I weather I will type Or not and we brought computer at home if I used to past the picture in ms.Word office as l am writing it in a notebook as it didn't happen because of keys of keyboard l but never loses hope I was laughing and feel like a gangster it was like a fashion and I don't know till now that I have stuttering and can't say the question and answer and I can't prolong and also and I can't read loudly or voice in school and used to fight and play football like anyone and everything was going so smoothly and is a very motivated, talented that would do anything to fulfil her dreams. when I was not going to school I used to study from 5:30-1:30 and when I was going to school I
used to study from 5:30-11:30 my school was afternoon session and I used to cartoon and have 5 roti and when I was not going to school I used to think about them and missed d them and can't eager wait to go to school and I was happy I often used to eat biryani and I was powerful and fearless and motivated that would do anything to fulfil her dreams and excited since then it started is it to do whatever is going right and become wrong I can't not used to beat because l can't prolong and also say the question and answer and so I can't read loudly or voice said that u will suffer Pactaiga and 5th grade any I stayed calm kind of bullying stopped. I Il'D ever known i slow opened it and saw a very handsome man there who knows my my name anger and frustration he is distressed also face a emotional and cry dilemma as he cannot explain and tall of his disgus assuring her they can still remain if she doesn't reciprocate his feeling and leave he and her along and a fake graduate MBA degree which helps Dev join an insurance is unable to do anything, but after the appointment of a new senior manager, company.with approximately 39 percent marks, becomes a salesman with a big corporate computer assembly and service company, AYS, headed begins learning the tricks of the sales trade from Nitin.with Sandy wanted them pretend to be disabled. Sandy pretends to be crippled, Teddy blind and Bunty mute.where the boys are observed by him to be disabled. Bunty appears crippled, Sandy blind and Teddy mute.the girls take their boys to church, for confession because they felt that they were mocking disables by having the boys act as if they were disabled He is shown to live alone he leave confused till 2010 found school burden feels like retairing drop out of college and in a road accident which results in Rameez Rahman He falls in love with salomi Louis is lonely because he has lost everyone who is dear to him which include his childhood friend, who moves away, and stay with his step mother, who passes away, during her childhood. Due to distraction, beautiful young girl He falls in love at first sight with her but is unable to express it. Unfortunately, who study in Cosmos nios she was 15 .and one day at morning it was Wednesday gave her a chocolate hold her finger bring her food next day it was his birthday express his feelings friend forever Often express his feelings before Shanti's film poster and desires to meet her and thought of wish to pass class 11 and for the first time he failed in any class from a brilliant student in any curricular activities for a girl He is shocked to discover how they gang up to pass the exam in one go and my exam paper got lick and devested the cosmos Institute license got cancelled and unfortunately developing also have anemia all to himself and he begins to behave in kind nature and show his respect to study he even let's her have his bedroom all to himself looks stay in attic feel awkward Rameez Rahman unfortunately devastated and taken to the hospital the dying think he has wasted for one year then also gave exam and also failed for a girl after his failed fearing that she will be depressed and left alone in the world revealed ruin both my teenager and 18 -21 years career. two become friends and said will be left alone in the world congratulations and said give me number ko baat nhi dejected to here she have boyfriend mazain thought nios board is easy to pass wanted to go class 11 in class 10 exam my home science teacher threw the question paper very badly and I was not humble to her while going home getting down from the bus and she was expecting to be humble and i was normal try to be humble get scared whenever I used to see her and failed In class 10 thrice and the student gang up In important subject and also paper got licked and the institution got cancel In 2015 wanted to study mobile application development thought in 2016 used to do data entry for 3 month at sparkle solution and law company for thousand Rs duration of seven days and at dharmatala and Rameez Finally the time has arrived l've taken decision not to work and also not getting one wish to fulfill my by tapping the keys on a typewriter is not going to work Mom gave the idea of Working in ngo he liked it Mom was not against it and in 2022 joined in ngo centre as a typist and used to work as the work is done as high school he wanted A Mate To Love It was between 2015-2018 his i started to dream to work in call centre voice over telecaller and Radio jockey also worked in shop which was our xerox shop of mamas in ideal tower now uber office I left because someone imitate me to shop and I felt alone isolated and lack of socialization now whenever I go I still miss it from my subconscious mind do loafing whole day and thinks that if he marries a rich woman,then he will not have to work living a middle-class life with his mother (Aruna Irani) and she only feels sorry for his handicap, physically showing his childish behaviour. resulting in mentally challenged brother Sundar (also Govinda). Hoping that he and his family are safe, Jai starts to re-build his life,.as he is not going to work mom help him to gets me work saw my potential in working on medicine shop so l want to work in medicine shop of mamas and near ideal tower Is a jobless worked in a small cafeteria once. Has graduate degree of computer engineer and work in a garage and runs a small garage he is a car mechanic.works at mamas school Want to be a teacher leter become a teacher but quits his job to is be unemployed in the city When Rahul Udyavar unifies the teachers against the atrocities of the school's management, Principal Aditya Sahay defends the management's decision. This comes as a shocker to the teachers as Sahay is known for his dedication as an educator for the last 32 years who has built the school's high reputation.The situation becomes graver as school management becomes overambitious with its growth and involves media planners in the extracurricular activities. which starts reflecting on the students' stress levels. The pressure on young minds increases incredibly, leading to unexpected and grim consequences.the students go on strike unable to take the pressure, and it becomes a hectic situation.All the students request him not to leave and he shows Principal Sahay explains the whole situation and resigns.some signs indicating that he would return. When the media comes to the school, asking questions about strike, but is repeatedly rejected as she suffer from stuttering which cause her to make uncomfortable sound likened to hiccups once he find a job at mamas office is looking for new candidate putting the job at risk find that he is not as happy as he thought it was and his dream job I was so nervous and excited that i found a job and lived my life of dream I couldn't sleep that night trying to wake up half and hours on shouted top of the voice on Monday morning shouted and started after having breakfast getting ready the address given by employer sir you can enter your room now could not stop feeling excited and laughing make him feel wanted largely he even felt if there is any soft jobs and grew disillusioned whole has lost his enthusiasm because of his failure, actually he hated the suffering because from stammering got reject from the society went on a spree of interview and failed and rejects without even inquiring inadequate education qualification to struggle to secure unable to kill one of their targets, he decides to change his life. lookout for a job employment in to being a dream of become a working man travel agent and seek work Despite solicatation training I was not getting job anywhere as he is jobless and There's nothing interesting about my there is began loose or nothing interest and is leading a lackadaisical life it started as soon as I close my eyes to fall asleep is began loose or nothing interest in life it started as soon as I close my eyes to fall asleep He then finds he has stammering problem since he was born . struggle through the day as caurse and wanted to stay alone He then glancing all the details decides to visits the mosque to find an identity why Allah gave me I am like this This shock me life's become of stammering and friend and cousins and brother were setting down Because life is so expensive at the age of 27 in 2017 And thought that i should keep the work away from home like personal and professional life separate and balance al realize find an individual identity at to seek work wanted try to get new work so I joined work put all in vain due to his poor obtain employment he could not able to complete and couple of skill and he makes several bids to obtain employment to finds her identity for a unable to be apply to White collar jobs inadequate higher education qualification and because of iq level is low and for that i can't acquire things easily also acquired level is low and so i don't get interested easy loose interested after someday receive calls from every where and promise and the producer to pay for three years who takes to several place to try luck no one bother to listen to him let alone her him sing or give himgetting paid for doing an ad, where he gets into a fight, as he wasn't paid the full amount of money that they had promised. This continues with a few other assignments, where Akhil constantly gets underpaid, resulting in a fight, ends the fight when he gets a phone call, and says he has to go somewhere. He then arrives on a shoot where Sakshi (Tamannaah) is shooting for her television series. After her shoot lets out, they go for a walk around the park, observing other couples. At the end of their walk, Akhil proposes Sakshi. Akhil and Saakshi go to her father's (Mithun Chakraborty) house, where they are told that until Akhil becomes rich, he can't marry Sakshi.
getting paid for doing an ad for Rs.50,000-70,000/
Aye, fikron ki poonchon pe hai, patakhon ki ladi
Fitrat patang jaisi, aawara hai badi
Hum mein toh hi hai bacchu, auqaat enth ki
Pango se pange le lein, dikhaayein hekdi
Saare chichoron ko, hum hi sikhaate hain
Aishon ki kunji, likhate padhaate
Noton ki baarish hai, Sikke phuwaare hain
Bheega hai saara jahaan...
Jebon mein bhare gulcharrey
Raeesi kare gulcharrey
Show-shaa se bhare gulcharrey
Tadi se ude gulcharrey
Ude gulcharrey...
Aye, sapno ke poster wah bhai din me bhi dikhte hain
Satrangi packeton mein market mein bikte hain
Apna bas chale toh bhaari si sale pe
Chanda taare na chhode
Woh bhi khareed lein
Betuki baaton ki, tuk hum bana lenge
Hum toh jee bhai gham bhi khilli uda lenge
Hum na akele hain
Apni ye saazish mein shaamil hai saara jahaan
Jebon mein bhare gulcharrey
Raeesi kare gulcharrey
Show-shaa se bhare gulchare
Tadi se ude gulcharre
Ude gulcharrey...
Kal ki hum abhi soche kyun
Jeene ko yeh pal kaafi hai
Jo din hai humne dekha nahi
Uspe hum kyun bharosa karein
Sabhi ko chhodo sab chutki mein milta hai
Noodle ke jaise sab minton mein pakta hai
Dum bhar ki khushiyaan hain
Pal bhar mein milti hain
Maang ke dekho zaraa...
Jebon mein bhare gulcharrey
Raeesi kare gulcharrey
Show-sha se bhare gulchare
Tadi se ude gulcharre
Ude gulcharrey...
Then I don't want to work=Dellusionment+anger-frustration
