I just...
wanna give up..
I seem so happy to others... But,
to be honest,
I'm really not..
I'm not happy, at all..
nobody has a clue.. and,
I can't think of the last time,
I was truly... happy...
maybe it was 6 or 7 years, ago...
or maybe it was when I got my first kite when I was 7 years old, or...
could of been then or before then...
but I honestly cannot remember nor think of the last time, I was actually truly happy...
like I am...
broken humble happy, but,
more broken than I'll ever be happy, again..


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