Things are not working out for me today.God help me because it's all in my head.
So what the weather is gloomy it's wet but not cold.
There is no sunshine today.I woke up with the scripture proverbs 3:3-4 Let not mercy and truth forsake you.Bind them around your neck
Write them on the table of your heart.
And so find favor and high esteem in the sight of God .
Two things comes mind .A so call friend called to discuss her problem .Dhe just got a check in her and her husband name she must forge his name to cash it and not give him his share .
I told her do the right thing give him his share .
Forget is not the problem .you see she had kept all the checks sent to her with his name on them.
You see I feel dhe owes me when I lost a car because I went and got her when he abandoned her I hit a deer on the highway messed up my ride pretty bad .i spent over 600 bucks to make it driveable to get us back home with all the junk we could pack in to the car .
When we got home the car died after 1000 miles and making it all the way home the car would not move .
Did I mention that I just brought that car for the soul purpose to go and bring her home .i spent over 2500 to get it highway ready.
She offered to help pay but at the time she had no money she had no job dhe didn't even have a place to stay.
Here the point she hot teo jobs she has hit the numbers many times .
I have help her more then enough for her to be thankful to kick back a little somethin somethin back to me .
No when she mention that check i was burning up with fury she didn't offer me a penny.
I didn't asked so I guess I dont get.
If I was a dog I would tell her motherinlaw what she did to her husband and let the chips fall where the may.
Back up me remember that scripture well I will let go and let God .
Hopefully this will help me stop thinking about her .
She was never my true friend.