I don't wanna sound formal. So I am gonna get straight to the point. First of all, please be through being a clumsy, inattentive, careless fucking dude. This world doesn't need an absent minded being. And secondly don't being overly emotional. You have now a days gotten into the habit of pondering over things that you have done five or six years ago. Kid, I am saying , that is utterly a useless thing. Giving thought to your past actions ain't gonna change nothing. You might have made wrong decisions. You might have hurt your own feelings. You might have hurt your parents. But those things are past. Girl what do you think? this ain't a sci fi movie.You can't go back to the past and amend things.
Remember each mistake you have made , each decision you have taken, played...