You go to church only to hear an inspiring seromony.
A seromony that just touches you.
A seromony about how God blesses the humble, the kind and the faithful
and you are moved to 'be' that humble, kind and faithful servant.

But you're not 'that' servant
instead you're mean, cruel and immoral
that fire you had for changing your ways disappears.
It disappears because you think Jesus won't accept you
He won't bless you
nor use you, you tell yourself.

You continue your sinful ways...

Again...