Heartbreak always leaves a Scar, We hide the pain but inside we are still hurting. We try so hard not to give up ourselves. Like a Gambler Concealing a tell. 

Relationship is like a Blitz Chess in the sense that:-

A single Miscalculation of lies, cheating etc might cost the Game.

A nervous Tic...Being Insecure,

A flutter of Anxiety to want more.

Failure to behave Naturally...comparing your partner to others.

Spontaneous reaction...To what you hear about your partner

Love can't accommodate such characters....True Relationships should have NO LOOSE ENDS. Love your partner & make them feel valued, Wanted. Sacrifice, Trust, Communication and Understanding are vital. 

Well if you have not yet found the right partner don't give up just yet. There is light at the end of the Tunnel..