You can't survive in this world ,if you can't communicate.
You will be a failure if you doesn't sharpen your communication skills ,if you can't explain you're feelings then you're useless .

When you came out of your imaginery world you'll reliase that your negative thoughts are sometimes more accurate than your positive thoughts ,even you don't criticise yourself and stay motivated yourself ,people around are always there for you to remember you that you're useless.

Even if I try to make my best ,something will be there always to know me again that I am useless.
In real world,things are not gonna work how you want to ,the things will go as per the system ,sometimes it will be in your favour and sometimes against you.

Year by year I try to improve myself ,I try to show my new personality whenever I go to a new place,but people recognize my personality within seconds that how introverted,sensitive ,nervous I am ,they didn't even give me time to show something else and I have continue what that personality ,some people try to interact with very rarely I reply back to them most of the time I just ignore them or...