If you so somehow founded my story..
and you're willing to read it...then
thank you.

let's start.

I thought that life was always happy and easy. and of course I was wrong.
a lot of people are suffering from depression, anxiety, social life and etc.

and there's me.
when I was a kid, I though that I will always be happy, and I though that all of the people are happy in this world.

when I'm growing up.
things didn't go very well.
I started to get stressed out by all of the work and school.
I started getting bullied.

I cutted myself.
I stopped using the knife because I don't want my parents to find out what I was doing with a kitchen knife in my room,
so i used a sharp metal ruler instead.

as the time goes on, things get worst and better at the same time.

I started having...