I wish it would all end. I wish it would be silent at night. I wish they would just... die... again. I wish all of these thoughts would just go away. For good.
”But it won't. Unless... I do it. I have no choice. But how?" That was new question on my crambeling mind. At that point. I was just a shell. Walking around like a ghost. Kinda ironic. I didn't even think. I didn't even feel... Not anymore.
I was so frustrated by the fact, that I couldn't come up with any idea of how will I do it. Or how will I even... find him. "How? Just HOW?!" It was driving me insane. I was so...