Colorful Chaous(Segment 1/5:Playing With Fire 🔥)

Jan 30th, 2017...
(3 Years ago...)

So I have a really hot and sexy story to tell. I'm playing with fire.  I've been feeling really good right now and a big part of that has to do with this guy Jacob, who was supposed to be my brother in law. He came home from Jail Saturday and came up to the view for a few minutes. That feeling of seeing him again was all the motivation I needed, (and even hoped for).

After all this time it amazed me that Him and I still had an unspoken spark.

We that we are now older and have been cautious and curious for so long, I just had a feeling from the way he was always around when he was home that we had a stronger connection than with most people. 

We've always teased ourselves by not chasing each other... Until now.

I even have to be woman enough to admit that I'm the one who opened the door. It was only two days ago when I messaged him and told him that "I was in the mood to flirt, play with fire,  and with a new flame."

"I would give you my whole body if you wanted it," Jacob confessed back in a message.

That gave me a green light to contiune the conversation.

Stanley had been sleeping the day away so it was easy for me to save and then delete the conversations.
Getting a Few things clear:
Stanley and I were good people but not for each other.
We were not Employeyed.
We had no housing.
We were not sober.
We were parents of a Child with Special Needs and Circumstances...

I Wanted out...

The flames and risks of...