to jese ki pichle part ma story 26th oct 2017 6:33PM pr chhod di thi...to ab aage

mujhe kuch pal ke lia to ye lga ki ye sb majak h...mujhe yakeen hi nahi hora tha ki ye kya hogya...fir dusre hi pal ye lga ki koi ni chli gyi to chli gyi...pr lekin apne mn ko kya smjhana...us raat ko neend hi nahi aai...mai bs yei sochra tha ki...ye kya hora h...khair ek do din beet gye...usse koi baat nahi hui...en ek do din ma mai uski jitni bhi baat yaad kru utni km thi...mujhe yaad h ek raat uska phone aaya tha...jb sb kuch normal tha...us raat uska phone aaya tha 10 bje next day choti diwali thi...or hmne puri raat baat ki...or subha mere ghrwalo ne mujhe aawaj lgai to mene usse kah ki chlo ab ghrwale bula rahe h byee...us raat hmne 7 ghnte baat ki....ek br ki baat thi jb uski meri ladai hogyi thi...to fir kese kese sb normal hua tha....uska wo letter likhna....love you bolna...miss u bolna...hmesa hi bht pyar se baat krna...hr ek baat uski mere aankho ke aage thi...

kuch din aase hi nikl gye...ek din mai apna mobile chlara tha to mene browser open kia to dekha ki uski fb id mere phone ma hi open rah gyi thi...usne ek din login krwai thi...or mai logout krna bhool gya tha...to mai uski id aasi dekhne lga...ki chlo dekhta hu ki kahi mere msg delete to nahi krti thi...to usma upr hi ek msg aara tha...to mene open kia...to msg tha ki "mai kya kru".mai sochne lga ki ye kesa msg h or kis lia aaya h...to mene purane msg dekhe to aankh si khul gyi...or khud pe rona aagya...purane msg ma usne ye kah tha ki mai firse single ho gyi hu...or wo msg usne apne ex-boyfriend ko kia tha...
fir ek din mene uski friend se baat ki jo ki meri id ma add thi...usse baat ki to usne jo baat btai...usse or dimag kharab hone lga...fir bht kosish krne pe meri ek din usse baat hogyi...
jo ldki kbhi tum bhi nhi bolti thi...aaj wo tu tu krke baat krne lgi...mai smjh gya tha...ki eske ghr kuch nahi pta chla...esne khud se mujhe chhoda h...to mai usse apne sawal puchne lga ki...mere sath hi kyu aasa kia..mene tumhe kabhi galat nhi kah...tere se kbhi cheat nhi kia...fir kyu...
to wo gusse ma idhr udhr ki baat krke chat bnd krdi...
to us din pta chla ki galti uski nahi h...jo wo mujhe chhod gyi...galti meri h jo mene usko ab tk apna smjh rakha h... uske jaane ke baad mera haal kuch aasa ho gya ki sb mujhe dekhte or kahte ki ye tune kya haal bna lia apna... tujhe khud pe taras nahi aara kya...tu kb tk usa yaad krega...waqt beet ta chla gya...or jesa hota raha h sb ke sath waqt badhta rahta h or sb thk ho jata h...
hm bhi waqt ke sath sambhal gye...magar aaj bhi uske lia dil ma ek alag jagha h...wo agar kahi dikh jaye to najar aaj bhi wahi ruk jati h...usko bhi pta h ki wo mere lia kya thi or kya h...magar ye sb baatein kitaabo ma rahe to hi aachi lagti h...hakikt ma bht dukh deti h...
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