He called me in the morning, said he is gonna spend the whole day with me. I got myself ready for him.....just for him.

I reached there, he was waiting for me. Was I late? I felt the guilt inside me but was happy that he was waiting for me.🙂
As I came closer, he was not alone he was with someone. I felt bad, cause it was our day, I went to them and he introduced me to his childhood friend. He told me that it was an unplanned meeting with his friend. And they met after such a long time.

I relaxed and explained to myself that his friends are important as well. We decided to go to the restaurant and started to walk off. They were walking really fast. I couldn't keep up. I was left behind. I tried my best to match his pace but I couldn't. I was wearing heels cause I wanted us to look perfect and thought we were gonna spend time together.

Once in the restaurant, I felt I was left alone. I felt I was ignored. I didnt know what to say. Multiple times I tried to join in their conversation but I was hardly replied. Lunch was served to us, they talked and laughed but I was just there or maybe not there for them. Over the lunch they called their other friends and planned to meet up. WHAT ABOUT ME? .....the voice inside me wanted to say this but he was so happy, and I couldn't. I didn't want that smile to fade off his face.
Tears started to build inside , I felt hurt. I didn't know what to say or do. and then all of the sudden he looked at me. .....Did he notice?...... Did he notice I felt hurt?....Did he notice my invisible pain and tears? ......I just dont know.

He said to me....his going to call the cab for me as he wont be able to drop me off. I just gave a smile to him and stood up, payed my share of bill and went off. Because I knew, if I said something or looked at him once again I would cry.

As I reached home, tears just started to roll off my cheeks. It was uncontrollable. I realized one thing for sure
"Ignorance hurts more than a perfect date being ruined'.

Questions are still building in my mind.
WHY? ....WHY DID HE IGNORE ME?......DID HE NOTICE I WAS HURT?
There are so many questions that is
going in my mind. And this pain.
.....this pain is not going away, ......and my stupid tears is not stopping too.
The questions are left unanswered and I dont know what time today will it be answered.
Will it be answered today?......💔🖤