This is something I wrote some days before my birthday


I am turning 18 this 29 Oct. I was bathing like 2 days ago , today is 23 oct. I got existence crisis. I was out of breath while bathing. I was thinking at that time what I was doing all 18 years. What was gonna happen after I died and my lifetime is decreasing day by day . It will be nothing after death , all things which matter now , will no longer be a thing of matter , I will not be able to remember my family . It feels like I was playing a role play game which is designed for me and some choices I can make , others are already planned. This all gives me chills. OH OK these things have time now , I am gonna live a memorable life .


. I wanted to share it soo yeah .
I had panic attack that day but I am all good now.
© pixie