Sweat, tears , screams , hatred , heat was all I could remember from that night ,
a night that can never be forgotten ,
a night that still tunts ,
a night that gives me nightmares ,
a night unforgotten.
As beads of sweat rolled down my face ,
as he did it until I felt I would die ,
why couldn't I just die ?
then I would forget all this sorrows ,
then I would forget my pain.
No one to help ,
no one to come to my aid ,
all alone , deserted and alone ,
having no mercy ,
as he went in and out ,
tearing any last shred of my dignity,
every last piece of my virginity.
I thought what we had was love ,
but it was only lust relieved from the other end ,
I had thought we could have a relationship without fornication ,
but he had done it with his ex , and thought I would be OK with it ,
but when I disagreed over and over again he could bear it no more and pushed his dirty , listful self into me .
Leaving nothing untouched , exploring evey area of the body I had so keenly kept for the man who would love me and at least be man enough to put a ring on my finger before pushing ripping my clothes of my fragile body.
I always wandered why me , but I couldn't wallow in pain for long as I picked myself up and moved on with life , until......
To be continued ....


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