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YOU ARE NOT UNIQUE #4 ( The incident that matters the most to me )
Ok so continuing ... again a reminder if you are new please read the last 3 of my story/blog ( they are very short it won't take much of time).
ok again continuing ( i am feeling nervous idk why ), but yeah i was talking about my class 10th performance , i was second highest in pre boards, and then i scored less than the average (boom) in boards, so as i told it earlier or as i recomended it that with good marks comes over-condfidence , and that was the exact reason for my such a downfall , as far as i can understand or relate it was due to me coming out of habit of attending tutiton and scoring or performing well at exams but this time i was struggling or juggling without tuitions , i haven't given important exams without a tutor's assistance , i studied and studied myself but the missing part was the teacher's guidance , i studied good, performed excellent in pre boards got over-confidence and there's where i needed a tutor , he would've told me that i am over confident and that i should be calm and try to practice more and more rather than gaining attitude.

the most critical or worst day of my life (as far i remember my life), was the maths board exam , i entered the hall , sat on my seat , saw the paper , it was a easy paper , solved the first question , then solved another question , i solved it right but it had a strange answer( not in perfect figures) so the over-confident me said that i must've done something wrong , i cut it all and again solved it from starting, another and more complex answer so again i cutted it and started again and repeated it again and again realising i wasted my one and a half hour on a silly question , then i didn't attend it and continued from next question, now i was in a panick and full of anxiety , i tried my best to complete the paper . Then an hour before , invigilator told us to tie our sheets , i already was lacking behind many questions so i tied it hurrily , just to realise that i've tied it wrong and so hard that it cannot be untied , i consulted the invigilator she bringed me scissors from principal's office along with stappler and another 15 precious minutes were wasted leading to a panick attack , as i hadn't left any question in any exam and this was the boards exam that too of maths , but u know u can never beat time, i had missed around 15 marks worth questions only to realise it later that i've actually missed 23 marks which were easy for me. But then i chose to gain experience from this incident/moment rather than regretting and worked for the same , which i would like to talk about in my next story.....

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