He was gone, away! I was crying, not knowing how to bring him back🥺. In Every moment I was missing him. I cried, a lot. Nights turned into months, months turned into years, but he did not came back.

He used to protect me all the time. Whenever I was in danger I don't know how but he used to be there always, to protect me. I wanted him back no matter what cost. Without him I didn't like music, dance nor snow🥺

I decided to kill myself, without him, living hurt a lot. I went to a mountain, jumped down, liberated myself from this misery of life. I fell down from a big mountain, still didn't have single scratch, how?


Frustrated, I cut my vein, still no blood💉. I hung myself to fan, still alive. Went in front of car, still no injury. 😣why can't I die? Why ❓

I wanna get out of this misery oh god🥺 Soon I realized he always came to my rescue, Even after he is gone, he came back to save me, pushing me back in life, he wanted me to live. Even if full of misery he wanted me to be Alive.. ... 😣

I wish I would not have met him ever🥺 if love hurts 💔😵🤕this much, I don't want to love😖it 💔hurts a lot
© drowning angel