It's been more then 2 years since you left us.
So many things I wish I could call and ask. Even at 30 something it amazes me how much I still needed your guidance.
Now I have children that think I know all the answers.

You were my one place I knew understood me, one place I could just let my thoughts out and know you were just listening.
I dont have that anymore and hurts that I didn't do it more when I could.

I wish you could help me through what has been happening, it seems I'm stuck and don't know what to do. You always saw paths I never did, the trees always blocked the way.

2 and a half years of not knowing the answers has me picking holes in my brain.

I miss you Mom 💙

P.s you were right.... again as always 😑

© BeautifulBlueGem